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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Cross-dimensional chatter. Now featuring mesphereomeantoliopeme.

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PepperSoxx said:
I can't believe people actually write that garbage for their careers/enjoyment
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Different strokes. I feel rather neutral towards chemistry and biology but I can understand people being interested in it. To me, it posses no magic, but to others it does. Philosphy can be incredibly snobby and uber-logical, but its really a method for gaining a deeper idea of truth to examine the intangible, psychological world through; similar to how some types of chemistry focus on finding deeper truths in the tangible, physical, material world. Thats what interests me about psychedelics; their effects sit at the junction between philosphy and practical science, and actually join them both. They can arouse apparently disparate concepts from ancient spirituality, quantum physics, occult magick, biology, neuroscience, psychology, new age paranoia, rationalism, fundamentalism, etc. and treat all these different concepts as merely a different aspect of one big, homogenous reality. It doesn't pay to ignore one branch and focus solely on another one. :)

So- been playing George Harrison- All Things Must Pass lately. Tonight I think I'll have some ketamine, a bit of nice hash my brother gave me and sit in the hot tub and chill (that doesn't make sense)...
 
Never Knows Best said:
Also it messes with pipe/cigar smoking
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Well, that I cannot deny. :D


willow11 said:
Tonight I think I'll have some ketamine, a bit of nice hash my brother gave me and sit in the hot tub and chill (that doesn't make sense)...
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LOL.


Why is it always so late by the time I get all my shit done? It's hard to relax at the end of the day when I'm knowingly fucking up my sleep schedule by not going straight to bed. But then again there's absolutely no motivation for working hard if I can't relax and smoke some weed at night... gah. :D
 
So I got fever and have now been on sick leave from fork for 4 days, I'm staying home tomorrow too. The worst thing is I'm having quite intense brain zaps from escitalopram withdrawal right now too, they're actually not sporadic but I have brain zaps all the time I'm moving, like a constant electric buzz that's sometimes weaker and sometimes stronger. They ease only when I don't move, if I lay in my bed there's almost no zaps. Anyway, this is no time for MXE or psychedelics, to be honest they're not the first thing that come to mind right now anyway. I'm taking 800 mg ibuprofen 4-5 times a day (yeah I know 3 per day is max according to the doctor) because of my severe headache. My nose gets completely clogged if I don't use nasal spray, and the nasal spray in turn causes nose bleed. Great times.

The only good thing is you seem to be able to sleep 24/7 on fever. And at least I'm immune to this virus strain, until the next one comes...
 
TheAppleCore said:
Why is it always so late by the time I get all my shit done? It's hard to relax at the end of the day when I'm knowingly fucking up my sleep schedule by not going straight to bed. But then again there's absolutely no motivation for working hard if I can't relax and smoke some weed at night... gah. :D
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I get thoughts like this quite often. Get home late and want to play around and relax... but it's already bed time.
 
Get better Cyanocide. :)

TheAppleCore said:
Why is it always so late by the time I get all my shit done? It's hard to relax at the end of the day when I'm knowingly fucking up my sleep schedule by not going straight to bed. But then again there's absolutely no motivation for working hard if I can't relax and smoke some weed at night... gah. :D
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This screws me as well. I always have intentions of catching up on work after dinner but I always end up taking some kava or a light benzo and not doing work. Doing work at night is hard because after a hard day, there's nothing I want to do more than reap the rewards of working a hard day.
 
Ugh, I have to take a TOEFL test on Saturday (on top of that, in my neighbour country Sweden!) despite studying English language, culture and literature, all taught in English except for some of the contrastive content aimed at being able to teach Danish learners of English. Fucking $250 (thanks though, mom, much appreciated! :) ) I just wish the University of California didn't insist on being so rigid with this. Anyways, it should go quite well, despite Berkeley having semi-high requirements on the test (100/120).

Also, to relate this slightly to PD: I did another test with 3-MeO-PCP yesterday at 7,5 mg (my two previous trials were 5 mg) and it yielded quite an enjoyable experience with a pretty unique "headspace", though I agree with the sentiments that it is not really recreational as such (and I have absolutely no intention of visiting the 'outer staplers of reality'!)
 
Sega is right about waiting until your parents are out. Just for a bit of flavour since it was just a fat stem with no trichomes on it - I cooked a stem on a bit of toast once (wasn't looking to get high) and you could smell it throughout most of the room, just from a tiny stem. Any real amount would stiiiiink.

Finally played D&D for the first time tonight, it took us weeks to get started but this week we did. Just a little intro campaign we're playing through but we're quickly getting used to it and it's quite fun.
 
^ If I could get some. Well, technically I can get some, just quite difficult for me at the moment. I'll be dropping some more 6-APB on New Year's Eve though I'm pretty sure, probably at a club or something this time. I'm really looking forward to it :D

I've noticed my MXE afterglows (at least I think it's the MXE) seem to make me extremely drowsy and tired. For the last several months I've never got tired until well into the morning (9 or 10am), leading to me developing a horrible sleep pattern. Lately though I'm getting tired at normal times. You'd think I'd be happy, but nearly every day the past week I've had a reason to want to stay up, and haven't been able to :(
 
Go for it, 6APB sounds pretty fun/a pretty good "club" drug
ive been way tired lately, no amps and llama is tired and hungry
 
Jesusgreen, I got you a present.

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willow were'nt you on some globetrekking trip these days?

and jesus, maybe its the high trip 2ce and 4aco trip a couple of days ago that disturbed your sleep patterns? 6apb is a good nice dancable drug.. jsut not sure you want to spend the first days of the new year on the toilet :)
ive got to find a solution to that diarrhea thingy...

melatonin+passiflora+valerian+ late night tv make for nice sleep. perhaps a beer if its a special occasion
 
kingme, as I said my sleep patterns have been bad for many months. Since probably June or July I reckon. It's the fact I have no job and no schedule that leads me to just staying up half the night then sleeping through half the day. The last few days I've slept relatively normally though which is weird - it was since before that trip though.

I woke up at 11am today, which isn't incredibly early, but compared to the usual 3-6PM of the last few months it's a welcome change. Nice to see sunlight for once ;)

Valerian was horrible for me when I took it, I was having palpitations and ended up lying awake the entire night - less able to sleep than normal. However I was abusing alcohol at the time so it may have been mild withdrawals, I can't really remember.

Not so worried about the 6-APB diarrhoea, it wasn't that bad for me, only lasted the evening of the second day. Just want to make sure this eye twitching goes away so I know if it was worsened by the 6-APB it's at least not permanent. Interestingly I'm twitching less than I was before 6-APB so far today and yesterday. It'd be funny and ironic if the temporary worsening lead to a permanent cure :D
 
Never Knows Best said:
^I'd trust extra attention to sleep hygiene would be more effective than the placebo-ish melatonin. A sedating antihistamine can also help.
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3 mg melatonin was great for me, and I switched from 100 mg quetiapine (Seroquel) straight to melatonin. That's quite a difference. I tried to sleep 3 nights without anything but got no sleep after skipping Seroquel. I was quite skeptic first about melatonin but it really worked, about 30 minutes after taking it I started feeling tired "normally" and then fell asleep good. It did not however help with my 15+ years problem of waking up 2-10 times a night (usually 4-5 times). I also got a clogged nose from it and my nose was constantly running on it. It's a side effect I got from Seroquel too, but even worse, since it totally clogged my nose and I had to use nasal spray to be able to breath through my nose when sleeping. Now I use mirtazapin as a sleep aid, If I've taking something stimulating I might add Seroquel and melatonin. Mirtazapine + melatonin gives you the most vivid dreams you could imagine. I remember every detail of the dreams when waking up.

Sedating histamines are very effective but unfortunately they affect you the next day too, it's no fun feeling tired and groggy at daytime, especially at work. Although the daytime sleepiness eases after a while.

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Valerian was horrible for me when I took it, I was having palpitations and ended up lying awake the entire night - less able to sleep than normal. However I was abusing alcohol at the time so it may have been mild withdrawals, I can't really remember.
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Valerian did nothing for me. I felt nothing. Also there's some evidence pointing to hepatoxicity with long term valerian use.

I've also noted how huge my benzo tolerance is. 50 mg phenazepam (it may have been cut though, but it was active) + 50 mg diazepam did nothing for sleep when I once had forgot my sleep meds at home and was at a friend. Actually, I didn't even feel sleepy or especially groggy. The equivalence of clonazepam (which I take daily) and alprazolam on the other hand do make me a bit groggy.
 
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50mg phenazepam? Jesus. I know someone who thought eyeballing was okay and ended up in hospital and later a psych ward in a 3 day period - he used less than half that in total during that time. That is a crazy huge tolerance.

I was prescribed some random anti-cholinergic a while back for something, I can't remember what it was - but I think it might have been for what turned out to be a nervous bladder, but I thought was trouble pissing? Not 100% sure. Well anyway I had it left over and I tested it out as a sleep aid since I know a lot of anti-cholinergics tend to cause drowsiness, plus a few other reports suggested it worked well. Worked a treat, I never had any trouble getting to sleep, and I also had very vivid intense dreams - never felt tired the next day either. It didn't exactly make me drowsy, just very relaxed, a little floaty, and sleep came easy. If I could get some of that again I would :)

I just cleaned half my house on 5mg of sublingual MXE. It was a lot quicker than usual, plus I'm normally not motivated to clean at all. It's nice for a little boost, motivation and stimulation at very low doses like this. :)

Also physical activity massively boosts the MXE euphoria for a good 30-60 minutes for me. It's like the nice endorphin release you get after a a long run, only it doesn't wear off after a few minutes :D
 
My MXE came in today !! I had to share my excitement with someone (8
I can't wait to try it. I might do a small dose tomorrow before going out to a party, but for a nice large dose I'll have to wait until I go back home in a couple of weeks. The anticipation is killing me!
 
Have fun, I'm sure you'll like it. It serves three purposes for me. Low doses (5-10mg) it's a stimulant. Medium doses (15-20mg) it's nice to relax, and anything over that it's a traditional dissociative, albeit a lot more clearheaded and stimulating. :D
 
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