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How High is North America? v. Higher than South America
- Thread starter Tommyboy
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^ I would have done that in the reverse order. Pour some wine, smoke some opium, sniff some scrapings from dope stamps.
well i had been smoking o for the past hour or two before hand, and i had the wine already poured. it was one of those scrape/sniff, lay in bed, grab the wine, grab the foil, and sit on stumbleupon moments. now if i had more than 20 dollars and a connect that's actually consistant, i could do that process all over again with more than a minute amount of h.
i hate this shit. im not physically addicted to opiates, just psychologically. that's the worst. knowing you can go through the day with no problem, but doing whatever you can to not be sober. especially when you have no weed, just o.
oh well. this morning's menu: coffee > 40mg celexa > 80mg dxm > wine > 1mg klonopin > a bunch of o. might eat a little to experiment. idk. havent decided.large bump tina
extra strength energy (in the little tiny bottles, ya know?)
I'm trying to get more deep cleaning done, (wedding rehearsal dinner for my son here in 3 weeks) but this is my fourth day up. My last day of this binge. I don't think I can last the whole day regardless.Nodding for last 2 hours. I keep stopping mid sentence. Or mid word, rather. It's 3:30am... gotta work tomorrow.
Should have NOT done the last 2 bags, last bowl of Niiiice indica and chewed up that lorazepam. Wahaha.
Yes, yes I should have
Unbreakable
Bluelighter
done the last 2 bags, last bowl of Niiiice indica and chewed up that lorazepam. Wahaha.
Yes, yes I should have
Me too , spot on only difference, I snorted 2 bags, rolled a Gram blunt of some Fire indica & let the lorazepam dissolve under my tongue.Tuskface
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Let's see, after I got off work, it was 2mg alprazolam washed down with a margarita made with Corazone Silver and Grand Marinier, followed by a couple of 90 minute IPA's with lunch... two oxy OP 80's dissolved in Coca-Cola after lunch has left me feeling quite nice (pleasant, warm, noddish and various other positive adjectives also applicable)why do snort the benzo and i guess i should ask why you put it up your ass too?
even though it hasa long halflife and is one of the more longer lasting benzos, the bioavailbility is so high orally theres no need for any other method, just eat the damn pill
The Rock Monster
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just came out of a long, coma-like nod. I
my tar.
plugging for sure makes a difference. even though it's not water soluble, hydraulics pulls the clonazepam in/across the capillaries in the ass, causing a much more pronounced "buzz". the nasal route was used to subsidize the craving to snort something because i was waiting on getting some dope (which i sniff). i know it's pointless to snort it but plugging DOES make a difference. guess it's the positives to having a huge script of them
sadly today i only have 1 mg of klonopin and am waiting on my dope guy
Johnny blue
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Ever try kpin sublingually? Sugary taste and IMO they work faster.
RecklessWOT
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Clonazepam is definitely one of the better tasting benzos. I'd say I like lorazepam/ ativan better because it's smoother, but kolonipin is really sweet and almost menthol tasting. I always do my benzos sublingually, it's the quickest onset and the best BA also. Even nasty tasting alprazolam/ xanax (lol I've even kind of acquired a taste for them when washed down with Heinekin specifically). It's just a waste to take them otherwise really. I know so many people who snort benzos and I have learned to save my breath. It's hard to talk people out of snorting and into actually eating pills. Benzos are the only ones I will eat myself, people just have it in their heads snorting is better. Oh well, at least I know I get the most from them.
Unbreakable
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Lorazepam/Ativan is my favorite tasting benzo for sure....
It tastes like real fruity to meLast edited:
The Rock Monster
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yup you know how this shit is chinky, im not the only one with this problem. youre a heroin addict, too, you know bout this shit well, from personal experience. its not easy to quit man. i am trying though, but icant get over like 4 or 6 months clean/sober.. the kick from the dope is a bitch, but the staying clean part and restarting your life is pretty tricky, wouldnt u agree? thats what i find challenging, staying clean.
man, sometimes i get that urge, and once it happens, game over, ima score for sure. and i cant keep making that mistake, because with me, there is no just onetime, because the dopeistoo good. its like this: my toleranceis lowaftr a week off, i smoke up a lil black and that shit will hit me like a ton o bricks, and thatexperienc is every bit enjoyable. So, one time is too many, tbh. i start my addiction right back over again, and soon my $ is gona, my tolerance is high, and im all sprung out on the shit.. take a break, be clean for a while, a week, maybe two, and i get that itch again.. instead of using coping skills, ifind i immediately seek out drugs to numb, or even out my emotions. that's why i do dope, i think. so i dont feel anything. whcih is bad i know, i know using dope, self medicatingwith it is badbad bad.. but its fucked my man.. i hate it, yet im still hooked on the stuff. im only 21, and i got my wholelife ahead of me. i cant be wasting any more years ondrug abuse, its been too long already. i want to marryand have kids, a family, and i cant do that if i am using heroin. if im using, that is what i devote my energy towards, aquiring and using dope. no time for anything else at all.. fuck it, fuck theworld..
BUT i am goin to take another break, for a while hopefully, and i want to run with it, for real. get straightened out, get a job, a girlfriend, all dat good stuff.
however, my room mate has me score for him, soooooo i wont be ableto turn down freedope, i think.. idk.. im tryin to justify this because it isfree.. but still, once is too many, a 1,000 is not enough..
and chinky, it seems youve been taking a condescending attitude towards me. am i right? im not perfect, but neither are you, but still i dont judge you man, i need to worry bout my owndamn self.
The Rock Monster
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kpins are delicious Jb. yum. benzos. i like em the most, my favbenzo. xanax, too strong,i black out soo easily. valium, too weak, doesnt really effect me.
Klonopin-- perfect, good strong high, with no blackouts. i have never blacked out on kpins. they go very well with dope too. yes indeedy
soo yes, kpin tastes mad yummy for a pill, like sugar mayne. little yellow .5's. but i have never sublinguallytakenbenzos, only popped them, which is the best way? idk, i dont really like subligual admin., as i dont like a bunch of shit in my mouth.. is it much bettr roa as opposed to popping them? is there a significant difference fromthe effects of popping, versus under the tongue? thanks my man
Unbreakable
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We have two types of users of heroin imo..... 1) pays retail or close to it and 2) Pays way less than most people
Now when your in the 2nd category its way harder to stop....I came across some free morphine, so have a decent buzz off of a couple hundred mgs of it. I really don't like this stuff. It's amazing how I can really like heroin, yet I find morphine to be the least euphoric opiate. Morphine makes my stomach growl like crazy, my throat feel kinda tight like I have to burp or something, and it makes me really itchy. I doesn't do much good for me, but to each his own. The only good thing about it is that you can get really high off of other opiates if you have morphine in your system too.
RecklessWOT
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I am the exact same way. Thought it was just me but yeah morphine does that I guess
Johnny blue
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Morphine sucks IMO but, I don't IV and I understand it's quite different that way. I know exactly what you mean Tommy heroin and morphine are so close yet so far away.
