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BDD Social/Information Booth v.IX - Au revoir Mugzy, we love you

Hi Tripman, I'm about to go to bed (in 15 minutes), it's 3am here ;)
 
Aww, what a poor time for me to awake, goodnight my French friend.

I must go to my psychologist now. Then I have to do some work around the house. Woo. Vacuuming, sigh, the bane of my existence.
 
I had to do some vacuuming earlier, it's never the most fun thing to do in the world but I do love to have clean carpet.

My neighbor gave me a bunch of tramadol, so that's probably where the motivation came from to suddenly clean the house today. I did however manage to clean up the kitchen, vacuum the entire house and even shook out the rugs. Not too shabby.
 
It's kind of funny you say that, my psychologist thinks I have OCD lol.

I've been given so many labels in my time though that I just ignore them anyway.
 
Tripman said:
It's kind of funny you say that, my psychologist thinks I have OCD lol.

I've been given so many labels in my time though that I just ignore them anyway.
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I hear ya.

I got diagnosed with
ADHD
Anxiety Disorder NOS
Insomnia
PTSD
And Depression

I'll take the anxiety and ADHD label. The insomnia I'm skeptical, i do have extreme trouble getting to sleep and fit the diagnostic criteria of delayed sleep phase syndrome
BUT, the delayed sleep phase syndrome doesnt have a huge negative impact on my life with my adderall.... But without it i think i might be screwed.... Idk

Can a mod merge this post with my last, this iPad won't let me edit the bottom of my posts (done - effie)

I have a few OCD perfectionist symptoms. I think it has more positive impact than negative impact on my life though. Despite the inability to write in different utensils on the same notebook (i have to use a mechanical pencil all throughout the notebook, no other utensil is permitted once i start with a certain one.... If i start a notebook with a blue pen, the entire notebook I can only use a blue pen............. Lol)
 
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Tripmans dished out labels:
Chronic refractory free floating anxiety
Panic Disorder
Sleep Disorder
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder
Bi-Polar Affectionate Disorder
Poly Substance Dependency Disorder
Brief Psychotic Disorder
Paranoid Personality Disorder

Psych Diagnosis: Gotta catch 'em all

All this proves to me is that psychiatry is a flawed field subject to guess work and experimentation. I only deal with psychologists now.

Personally, I think I'm perfectly mentally stable.
 
There is quite a gap in the effects between moderate and high doses. I've found very high, fully dissociative doses quite anxiogenic but low-moderate doses anxiolytic.

PLEASE keep in mind everyone how detrimental this can be is used regularly.
 
Low dose of MXE and my anxiety and pain are gone. Not sure why its fascinating for everyone.

AM 2233 is perfect way to end the night.

Talked to pharmacist about the buspar and seratonin syndrome. He doesn't think it very likely to happen to me. I am still airing on the side of caution for now. Going to talk to my doctor about it tomorrow.

Good night BDD'ers! :)
 
lol...I don't have any experience with dissociatives other than DXM...and that was, how you so aptly put it, anxiogenic, most, if not all of the time.

Granted...I did do pretty high doses considering my minimum dose would be 480mg, either taken in the form of 16 CCCs or a chugged 8 oz. bottle of robitussin...blugh...one of those things you look back on thinking...

Why and how the fuck did I put myself through all that shit?

lol
 
If my tailbone has hypermobilia (if that's what it is called)
I believe my tailbone flexes too much forward when I sit down, so unusually short amounts of time sitting on a cushioned surface give me horrible tailbone pain (I have to uses my arms to get myself off of a seat, and takes 30-60 seconds just to get up)

Basically I'm going to see a doctor because of my tailbone pain

I'm just wondering, if it takes 4 somas to make the pain bearable, and I know I love soma... But a doc won't prescribe that much per dose... And I don't want to abuse medication... Any ideas on what would help

@DOUG
Why did I take 80mg Adderall XR? It could be curiosity, a thing in your head saying "why
not?"
Many reasons

Remember, the safest way to do DXM trips, is abstain from DXM for 7 days
As an extra precaution (out of ignorance) I would abstain from all dissociative drugs during those 7 days, and drugs with long half lifes...
Also, please remember if you take an MAOI.... Wait 2 weeks before a DXM trip

lol
 
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Back when I was more of a psychonaut my doses ranged from 1200mg up.

My dissociative tolerance was utterly ridiculous. :|
 
Ive experienced pure bliss from Dxm,, But its not something I could take every day.. MXE is lovely too and I could see how one could get dependent.. But I would be cautious to be honest about using is as a daily anti depressant.. it does give the body a battering and being a RC the long term effects really havnt been examined.

Use your wisdom mind!
 
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