ATM, when are you officially starting your taper? From the date you put, 1/11/2011, I am not sure which way your date format is or if the year is wrong, so it's either November 1 2011 or Jan 11, 2012? I am assuming your starting November 1 2011. I just wanted to clear that up so I know when to start keeping my eyes out for your PM's, Posts, or questions to me directly, if I am not longer here at blue. I want to make sure I have you in mind during that time, so I can help you stay on track and be there to help answer any questions, give your so tips, or what ever. If I havent PM'ed you my info, which I think I did, let me know and I'll send it to you. The worst thing about quitting any drug or med that tends to have a tight hold on the user is doing it alone, and I want to assure you that you wont have to do this alone. Not to mention one of the beautiful things about helping your fellow addict is as I help you, I help myself by remembering why I became sober, of coarse, if I pick up again, it's not so much going to be a simple as just putting it back down, it will be more about, if I pick up again, the little time I have left before I get a transplant will be shorter, and to qualify for a transplant, I have to have retained my sobriety for at minimum 1 full year, so even 1 drink for me starts that clock from the beginning again, and time at this point it not on my side. So let me know if you need that info again, and keep me in the loop as to when you start and you won't have to worry about going at it alone.