How are you in one word?? v. Who? What? Where? How? When?

[herbavore]

drunk (and extremely unhappy about it)

Hang in there, Magic, it's never easy.

back into a hypersomnia cycle - fine with me...

Hope you have lots of thrilling, informative, weird and adventurous dreams PiP!

 

[tremours]

hopeless

 

[effie]

hopeless

"this too shall pass.." glitter_kiss... you have a lovely name by the way

Right now - lethargic...

 

[shady4091]

Pessimistic

 

[AstroPrune]

Pessimistic

Me too, more often then not.

 

[MagickalKat777]

Hang in there, Magic, it's never easy.

Thank you. And no it certainly isn't - especially when you take Klonopin!

 

[KiwiQflyer]

Terrible. Seeing old friends so it makes me insanely nostalgic and sad...but keeping up the funny face for them...which makes it way sadder when I step away for a second.

 

[tremours]

pathetic

 

[AstroPrune]

^ even though I don't know you, I'm going to have to strongly disagree.

and hope things get better for you!

 

[MagickalKat777]

dead...........

 

[Legerity]

Sluggish. Want to go dance...the body says no but the mind says yes. We shall see! I think there's only some house music playing tonight *eughghrg*

 

[n3ophy7e]

Thanks for the support guys

I am no longer feeling alone

But still lost. I will work something out.

Terrible. Seeing old friends so it makes me insanely nostalgic and sad...but keeping up the funny face for them...which makes it way sadder when I step away for a second.

Kiwi, I know from personal experience that sometimes it's easier to pretend we are something/someone we're not...but it can be really destructive. Is there even one person you can open up to, and tell them what you're really going through right now??

dead...........

Honey you are FAR from dead. Hang in there okay? Things will get better

 

[Legerity]

Glad you're feeling better Rosie. I'm lost all the time...starting to get used to it

Me: Calm

 

[tremours]

^ even though I don't know you, I'm going to have to strongly disagree.

and hope things get better for you!

even though i hate my life at the moment, i know it sounds realy pathetic but hearing someone cares about me even if they they, dont dont makes me feel a little better

 

[debaser]

Fine

 

[Legerity]

even though i hate my life at the moment, i know it sounds realy pathetic but hearing someone cares about me even if they they, dont dont makes me feel a little better

You think somebody doesn't care about you? If you're still able to feel it then that shows you're able to feel caring toward yourself. Even if somebody else means it then it is still you ultimately that allows yourself to be cared for

 

[ocean]

n3o- You are never alone
You have a sister across the sea

MY word: Anxious.

Had great but strange dreams that kept waking me up......I was in so much pain I kept shocking up out of sleep.
Haven't had that rough of a sleep in a long time.

 

[Dave]

@kiwi: I totally know what you mean. For me it's family that I'm compelled to put a happy face on around, and I just hate it. But, I still do it, as I don't cause any ripples in the water that way. Is it worth the ensuing increase in depression afterwards? Probably not, but my parents have their own worries, and I always feel bad taking up other people's brainspace, you know? I'm actually having my parents over for dinner tonight, and am dreading putting on the 'happy, well-adjusted, glad with where he is in life" face.

ATM: flat. Holding the depression at bay by feeling as little of anything as possible. It's, um, not working well.

 

[Mariposa]

My kindest to all of you

ATM: determined. I should sleep the day away, but I can't waste another - there is so much to do. At least it is nice-ish outside for once? So happy for that, at least. I wish someone would cuddle me and give me a day at the spa. Neither is happening!

 

[effie]

My kindest to all of you

ATM: determined. I should sleep the day away, but I can't waste another - there is so much to do. At least it is nice-ish outside for once? So happy for that, at least. I wish someone would cuddle me and give me a day at the spa. Neither is happening!

I feel exactly the same! I need to be cleaning and doing laundry and stuff.. but am still sat in bed. I'd love a cuddle and a spa day too!

ATM: flat. Holding the depression at bay by feeling as little of anything as possible. It's, um, not working well.

Sometimes it is good to do that, so we can function and for respite, but usually I think it's best to let everything out.. however painful it may be. Hope you are okay

Having said that, today I am very sad and not in quite so much denial, and I really wish I could go back to being numb! Sorry, that was a lot of words, hah..