Stimulants My unsual tolerance to glass/ice

[Wonderbread333]

How's it going everyone? Well I am doing good, about to start creating some music with ableton, but before I do I would like to inform you of my weird tolerance. Ive been smoking/eating/snorting meth for 5-6 months now. The last three months I have abused the drug every single damn day. The only time I am not high is when im sleeping (even though i am still high while asleep) I know how bad it is and all that noise, but I do take a multivitamin,magnesium,vitamin d, l tyrosine when needed, cranberry pills, b complex when needed....shower everday/brush teeth all that good stuff. Honestly I look the exact same as I did before I ever tried this drug. The weird thing is; I can smoke bowl after bowl....and pass the fuck out. I can wake up from a good 8-12hr sleep....and eat whatever I feel like eating. I can do everything that people say is nearly impossible to do while high on meth. I have no idea what it is, and honestly its now just becoming a waste of money...*snip* we're not here for you to brag about your illegal activities . I have a two jobs that i have maintained through my whole binge/phase and its weird but I have never been more honest to myself and others. I do not want to do this drug anymore, but i dont care to quit because my problem with addiction lies far beneath my meth use. There is no balance in my life. Its either one extreme or the next, no medium. This is for everything I do, whether is loving a girl, writing music, getting high...ect I will abuse the hell out of it until I get bored than its on to the next thing. Have you guys/gals ever met someone with my tolerance? Obviously its really bad, but how bad? Your thoughts please....thank you

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

It sounds like you've got quite a tolerance. Using methamphetamine every day for 5-6 months will induce that level of tolerance.

Also, we're not here to help you sell drugs or buy drugs. Don't brag about doing these things on here either.

 

[wolfwhistle]

im the same in the sense of doing things to the extreme. my tolerance is similar to yours also, but not to that extreme. if i had to suggest ANYTHING to help, it would be to take time off of uppers(speed-related drugs). and if you so feel the need to use something to get high, use downers like opiates or weed. then you will be used to being slowed down(in a sense) and the rush from speed(in this case, meth) might come back when you try it again.

i noticed that if id go on binges for days at a time, when i would re-dose, i wouldnt get a rush anymore. i would just go back to feeling normal with some more energy. but when i would sleep and eat and take a break from it for a couple days, it would hit me when i would do it again

 

[Muzzi]

So you also probably have ALL the pokemon cards (including mewtwo), can squat 250kg raw and have clocked all the resident evil's in record time too? lol
Now that the smartass comments and reminiscing of days gone are out of the way i wont be the first to tell this isnt a "My dad is better then your dad" situation dude!

I unfortunetly, like yourself and moreso whats called a non-responder. The reaction to stimulants is so severley depressed stupidly high doses are needed which even changes the stimulants desired outcome. Caffine does zip. I remember at camp once upon a time in year 8 drinking 5 espresso shots and still being the first to fall asleep! Same with pre-workouts, no tingling from beta alanine, or niacin flushes. nada. BUT doesnt meant the effects arnt taking place.

Like you, i do only extremes, majority of people dont last the ride with me. BUT whats needed, and you know it too is balance. I picked up the metamp again about 2 months ago. Use kept..guess what..going to extremes of what i should have done. By day 3/4 i was able to function like normal, eat, sleep, but lost was that amazing high i used to get. Now being a constant user the kick is gone, and life is just like your average persons. except for the drug use.

This is where it all really hits the fan, your body is relying on the use so it slows and eventually stops 'unecessary' functions and productions. Its when these stop, and you take away the meth use that the pain comes! Again the effects (neuro, psycho, physical etc) are still going on like they do for everyone, just that we're the unlucky ones to have a tolerance. Hell i even sometimes wish i could be like the people who after one coffee are buzzing on the walls!

Find an outlet that is both releasing yet not illegal or Harmfull to yourself or others! I drift, gym, train weights and coach! They help balance alot out, get me involved and can develop the real sense of fulfillment that we crave!

On a side note, during the writing of this i got hungry and now crave a huge bowl of nutri-grain, even though i'd just toked! Sucks hey!

 

[Renz Envy]

It may be a down-regulation of receptors and your repeated dosing is keeping your nervous system from recovering 100%.

I share the same trait in that I do not suffer an issue with living an ordinary life and using stimulants. My body also takes a while to recover from simple weekly stimulant use.

Given a break you'll find the euphoria will come back.

 

[youngcz]

Experience has shown tolerance will eventually reach "no effect" proportions with long term, high dose use.

 

[chrystian_cross23]

So basically you guys are saying that unless you not use it completely for a couple days that RUSH(the cough) wont come back? I have been using for about 7-8 months and started slamming about 2-3 months ago, and this is everyday the past 2 months... might be a little longer. Memory get blurring LOL and honestly I have only coughed twice. It was like the 5th time I had ever shot. I try and make my shots stronger or bigger but not so much i die. But nothing. At times I think that I jus am too afraid of making it THAT strong cause I like my life.

You guys think that it is me needing to take a break, man a couple days would be kinda of rough. Also., when I say i started shooting, there are times where I will go 2-3 days with out shooting and do it other ways.... Does that make a difference? Prolly not, huh? any way I can jus lower my dosage and re dosing and maybe get it back? How much is too much. I have a pretty high tolerance, always have with everything I do. Right now I haven't went of .2g I actually am not sure why. i guess when I read everyone says that .2 gives them a great rush....And here are some specs on me 135 lbs 5'7" I eat and drink plenty of water... sleep well you see I am on this pattern where i wont sleep or only sleep 2 hours one days and then 12 the next. Not sure how I got there but..... ya know.

And befor anyone wants to tell me that I have a problem and need to stop please dont preach, I know this already, and have admitted it to myself. I will stop when I am ready like everything else I have done. I am not the person who sells all there shit and digs till their arm is bloody. (not hating on anyone ) jus saying not to that extreme..

any help?

 

[LadyCulebra]

So basically you guys are saying that unless you not use it completely for a couple days that RUSH(the cough) wont come back? I have been using for about 7-8 months and started slamming about 2-3 months ago, and this is everyday the past 2 months... might be a little longer. Memory get blurring LOL and honestly I have only coughed twice. It was like the 5th time I had ever shot. I try and make my shots stronger or bigger but not so much i die. But nothing. At times I think that I jus am too afraid of making it THAT strong cause I like my life.

You guys think that it is me needing to take a break, man a couple days would be kinda of rough. Also., when I say i started shooting, there are times where I will go 2-3 days with out shooting and do it other ways.... Does that make a difference? Prolly not, huh? any way I can jus lower my dosage and re dosing and maybe get it back? How much is too much. I have a pretty high tolerance, always have with everything I do. Right now I haven't went of .2g I actually am not sure why. i guess when I read everyone says that .2 gives them a great rush....And here are some specs on me 135 lbs 5'7" I eat and drink plenty of water... sleep well you see I am on this pattern where i wont sleep or only sleep 2 hours one days and then 12 the next. Not sure how I got there but..... ya know.

And befor anyone wants to tell me that I have a problem and need to stop please dont preach, I know this already, and have admitted it to myself. I will stop when I am ready like everything else I have done. I am not the person who sells all there shit and digs till their arm is bloody. (not hating on anyone ) jus saying not to that extreme..

any help?

Yeah dude, if you take a break for like a week or 2, and then try that .2 shot, it will be crazy intense... Tolerence to crystal builds soo fast, its wack, but whatever... But like wolfwhistle said, take a break from uppers and switch to downers, so when you go back to uppers that intense energy will feel so refreshing!

 

[chrystian_cross23]

I actually got the cough to creep up my throat today, no cough but ya know that's better then nothing. I think it might be quality too? I live on OR and made it to cali for a day or 2 and got some here and that is the one I got the creeper with. Man stopping for a week sounds like a LONG time but I'm sure if I can get a hold of some downers I wouldn't flip too much. It's all a mind thing with the ice,and im weak...lol I am actually bi polar and even when I am coming down my anger hasn't been HALF as bad as it was before. Weird huh? I heard that people with Bi polar flip the fuck out on this, esp coming down. But the downer idea I didn't even think about, LOL

damn me

 

[LadyCulebra]

I actually got the cough to creep up my throat today, no cough but ya know that's better then nothing. I think it might be quality too? I live on OR and made it to cali for a day or 2 and got some here and that is the one I got the creeper with. Man stopping for a week sounds like a LONG time but I'm sure if I can get a hold of some downers I wouldn't flip too much. It's all a mind thing with the ice,and im weak...lol I am actually bi polar and even when I am coming down my anger hasn't been HALF as bad as it was before. Weird huh? I heard that people with Bi polar flip the fuck out on this, esp coming down. But the downer idea I didn't even think about, LOL

damn me

Yeah, i get you its hard not doing it for a long time, and when i do downers i feel like im cheating on my one true love crystal, lol. Yeah dude, im in Cali and we got some good shit if you know the right connect, you know? But its crazy cuz im bi polar too, and when im on this shit its like nothing bothers me, but the comedown is a different story, lol. But its weird cuz i dont usually get the cough, i get the rush, but i barely get the cough. IDK, maybe it has something to do with the way my throat is shaped cuz for some reason i cant burp either, ive never burped in my life. IDK, im weird, lol.

 

[chrystian_cross23]

Yea the thought of not doing it just isn't ok, and I really can not beleive I didn't think about the downers thing. That just doesn't seem right, I agree with you, cause that use to be my excuse for my comedown or what I had to do (methadone) so I could come of coke, coke is the devil! Where in Cali? I used to live here but moved to Oregon and now I am back again!

I almost had the cough again today... its like its almost there, heat creeping then BAM! it stops. I know that the cough is pretty much a sign of "on the wayto od, your body is doin the flght or flight thing, so maybe its good I don't lol might be over board if I do. Jus stopping for even 2 days doesn't sound like fun! I know, I know I am BAD!

Oh,and the burping thing..... I can burp HUGE ones on command so that is a pesonal problem