Vent/Rant Thread 1 (POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING)

[Mariposa]

^I understand, badfish - I am grateful that self-harm is one addiction that never caught me. Wishing you and yours the best.

My rant: I'm totally creatively blocked and my soon-to-be-former house (moving) lacks insulation and proper laundry. I have already cleaned up one flood with brand-new towels. The people are very nice but not the right situation. Last place lacked thick enough walls (thankfully, they were insulated) but contained a high-maintenance individual aside from me, plus associated family. No grudges, even watched a creepy show on FX with present housemate. It was surprisingly normal.

I need to find a fucking studio, stat. Parking free and bedbug free (went through that years ago ).

I booked my ticket home for the holidays. As Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and I may have the funds to travel/invite others (won't know till closer to then), I'm wondering what the blank I will do this year. My ex and I were supposed to spend it together.

Further rant: The pressure is building but I have this odd quirk where I give off a calm vibe when I feel like I want to throw things as an infant would do.

The universe can stop shitting on me anytime now.

 

[panic in paradise]

that stuff gabe me a type of Blood "poisoning" which is now attacking soft tissue organs, the spiderweb sensation is the voracious veins on the out side of my stomach, doing what other parts have been identified doing, and now my liver is shifting, this is horrid..

101% Ashwimi Dahrma Moshka, Atman is the Goal here, And Has Been Since Birth.

and i am not far off or joking now the fucking FDA is saying that, people who took what i did, about 30 months ago, are 30 moths later getting a weird type of blood-cancer, that attacks susceptible tissue, like the colon and bladder etc etc etc


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmM7mfFAj-k
^ the Damn Breaker

 

[n3ophy7e]

Hey yall, this thread has reached 1,000+ posts so I'm gonna close it and start a new vent/rant thread

New thread found here.