Thanks for the advice mate.I have been messing up last month with using a few days a week.But today made a choice of total abstinence.Good luck with your recovery keep me updated on how you getting on.Hi Yubacity. If RLS is still a problem, I have an idea for you. My doctor put me on a generic drug called Ropinirole. I took the first one last night and it did help. I still had RLS, but it wasn't as bad (and I've had it really really bad). That was the first drug that ever touched my RLS symptoms. Maybe it will work for you too? It's a cheap generic. Also, congratulations on all the progress you made. I look up to people like you as I go through this process myself. Way to go! Way to go!
opiates are something I will never be able to use a few days a week
Thanks for the support dale its helps a lot.You are so right about the kids growing up fast my eldest is 11.Through her whole life I've be using.I even left my wife during labor to go to car and smoke smoke brown.Today im in minor wd again. But not taking any lyrica to help just minor leg ache runny nose nothing major and im on day two.Tuesday will be a drag because I normally feel better on day 4.At the moment I came home early said I work from home.Got that feeling that life is shit but I know that will pass.I hate the fact that once you been a addict to opium even two days use make you feel shitty afterwards.At this moment im lying in bed with rocket queen blaring through my headphones so feeling better then I been all day.If only opium was not addictive we would all have been so much better off.Sometimes in my head I think I got through major withdrawals once I can do it again but I will never forget how bad that was got to keep that in my head.Funny thing while I been writing this listening rocket queen on youtube the next song on autoplay is mr brownstone.yubacity-
You're having a big awaking and that's a good thing. I'm glad you want to put your kids first because they deserve to have you around them, loving them - watching them grow. Believe me, they grow up real fast and then go out in the world to find their own destiny. When that happens, all you have at home are memories, so make them the best memories you can. With relationships, remember those times you and your wife were/are the absolute best friends? Don't ever loose that because when it is gone, it can be really lonely even if she's still there.
"The hardest battle is between knowing what you want to do, and what you should do"
Peace and Strength,
Dale
Can anyone tell me how to use Benzos.Got loads of tamazepam only use on weekends.I take them and just fall asleep how do I get a good buzz not used to taking Benzos always did opium used them every now and again.I get no buzz just go to sleep
Been clean now for nearly a week doing ok.I found that since I wd from opium I used Benzos or lyrica to fall asleep.I got something called 5htp it not doing nothing its now 3 in morning im wide awake.What is good to fall asleep that I can buy
Thanks Ashley I wd in February but have been using Benzos or lyrica to sleep.Im gonna call in sick made up I got bad back all last week So I take rest of week of.Hope you get some sleep I spending most night listening to music or Joe rogan podscast.Hey yuba
You and I are in the same boat right now, I can't sleep either, insomnia for me usually lasts 3-4 days tops. Not sure what helps either. But hang in there, you're doing a great job! Here for you.
Hugs,
Ashley.