VictorZ06
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So to make a real real long story short....
I've been on pain meds for MANY years and I came off them once with subs. I started again after another injury in the military. I've also been taking benzos for 26 years.
My last two times to kick my habit....I failed and threw my ass into PWD. It sucked. My doc was a bitch and didn't care to answer any of my questions for the most part. For a long time, I was faced with two options. 1) Perform a risky operation that could land me in a wheel chair for life (and put chunks of metal and screws in my back spine) or 2) take pain meds and physical therapy. I chose the second option.
Now, I no longer want to be on my pain meds. I'll live with the pain and just deal with it. My back doesn't hurt as much as it once did, so I really only take my pain meds just to avoid getting dope sick.
So, my plan is to stop using what I am using....move over to a short acting/ester opiate like dilaudid/hydromorphone, than begin my sub therapy. Switching to a short ester opiate before starting subs will be a big help from what I was told. It makes sense. Besides, what I'm using should be a little longer acting that dilaudid, but who knows....it may have a longer acting opiate that might make me go into PWD if I start the subs to early.
Here is my BIG problem....I have two but this is the biggest. I was told that if I put myself into PWD, I should wait 12 hours than start again. I've done that and it was a nightmare. I can't wait so long because I vomit and the w/d sides hit me REALLY REALLY hard.
Many have said that I should be as sick as possible before begging the subs. However, one writing from the U.S. DEPARTMENT OF HEALTH AND HUMAN SERVICES states that "It is not necessary to be in withdrawal for very long, or be in deep withdrawal. Some physicians recommend fasting for the previous 12 hours in case you experience nausea during the induction."
What if you put yourself into precipitated withdrawal?
If you feel more withdrawal after taking the buprenorphine than before, then you are experiencing precipitate withdrawal. To fix it you take more buprenorphine. This might seem strange to some people because if some buprenorphine causes withdrawal won't more cause more withdrawal? No. Remember, the cause of the withdrawal is not enough opioid effect, and buprenorphine causes opioid effect, so taking more will eventually breach the threshold of withdrawal and suppress symptoms. Follow the same procedure and increase by 2mgs. every 30 minutes.
http://www.helpmegetoffdrugs.com/precipitated-withdrawal
And than we have this....
https://www.drugs.com/forum/suboxone-treatment/suboxone-therapy-66109.html
Both have completely different methods of how to deal with the induction of subs and what to do if you find yourself in precipitated withdrawal. I've spoken with doctors and with other professionals, I get conflicting answers.
My second problem is with my benzos. I've been on a rather high dose for over 2 dozen years. Many docs have told me not to mess with my dose...perhaps cut it a little if I can during the detox, but DO NOT stop it as I could die. Other doctors, including rehab centers....say that I can't take any benzos during the detox. If I don't take my benzos, I start having panic attacks and end up in the ER. It's happened dozens of times.
Any input would be great, thank you!
I've been on pain meds for MANY years and I came off them once with subs. I started again after another injury in the military. I've also been taking benzos for 26 years.
My last two times to kick my habit....I failed and threw my ass into PWD. It sucked. My doc was a bitch and didn't care to answer any of my questions for the most part. For a long time, I was faced with two options. 1) Perform a risky operation that could land me in a wheel chair for life (and put chunks of metal and screws in my back spine) or 2) take pain meds and physical therapy. I chose the second option.
Now, I no longer want to be on my pain meds. I'll live with the pain and just deal with it. My back doesn't hurt as much as it once did, so I really only take my pain meds just to avoid getting dope sick.
So, my plan is to stop using what I am using....move over to a short acting/ester opiate like dilaudid/hydromorphone, than begin my sub therapy. Switching to a short ester opiate before starting subs will be a big help from what I was told. It makes sense. Besides, what I'm using should be a little longer acting that dilaudid, but who knows....it may have a longer acting opiate that might make me go into PWD if I start the subs to early.
Here is my BIG problem....I have two but this is the biggest. I was told that if I put myself into PWD, I should wait 12 hours than start again. I've done that and it was a nightmare. I can't wait so long because I vomit and the w/d sides hit me REALLY REALLY hard.
Many have said that I should be as sick as possible before begging the subs. However, one writing from the U.S. DEPARTMENT OF HEALTH AND HUMAN SERVICES states that "It is not necessary to be in withdrawal for very long, or be in deep withdrawal. Some physicians recommend fasting for the previous 12 hours in case you experience nausea during the induction."
What if you put yourself into precipitated withdrawal?
If you feel more withdrawal after taking the buprenorphine than before, then you are experiencing precipitate withdrawal. To fix it you take more buprenorphine. This might seem strange to some people because if some buprenorphine causes withdrawal won't more cause more withdrawal? No. Remember, the cause of the withdrawal is not enough opioid effect, and buprenorphine causes opioid effect, so taking more will eventually breach the threshold of withdrawal and suppress symptoms. Follow the same procedure and increase by 2mgs. every 30 minutes.
http://www.helpmegetoffdrugs.com/precipitated-withdrawal
And than we have this....
https://www.drugs.com/forum/suboxone-treatment/suboxone-therapy-66109.html
Both have completely different methods of how to deal with the induction of subs and what to do if you find yourself in precipitated withdrawal. I've spoken with doctors and with other professionals, I get conflicting answers.
My second problem is with my benzos. I've been on a rather high dose for over 2 dozen years. Many docs have told me not to mess with my dose...perhaps cut it a little if I can during the detox, but DO NOT stop it as I could die. Other doctors, including rehab centers....say that I can't take any benzos during the detox. If I don't take my benzos, I start having panic attacks and end up in the ER. It's happened dozens of times.
Any input would be great, thank you!