I have just prepared my morning "snacks":f
120 mg Methadone
240 OxyContin
100 mg Meclozine
2,8 mg Diphenhydramine
2 mg Clonazepam
6 mg Etizolam
6 mg Alprazolam
12 mg Bromazepam (first time on Rx)
600 mg Pregabalin
50 mg Amphetamines
100 mg Cocaine
50 mg Ketamine
I hope I get the balance between stims and opioids right this time so the stims will not overpower the opioids and ruin my opioid high. I might add some morphine or ketobemidone to be sure, but I will just have to keep trying until I get it right.
I love my little ritual of sitting here high during the night and preparing my the meds and drugs I am going to take when I wake up. The meds is ready in a small box and the amphetamine, cocaine and ketamine is measured and already placed in lines ready to snort. There is no better way to start the day