Squeaky
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Jamiebrookexo- Thats a lot of H. If you are doing that much then you must have easy access to more. Your best bet would be to start tapering down. I know it sounds impossible, but any kind of opiate replacement therapy has its own mess of side effects. For you to transition onto something like methadone or suboxone at the amount you would need to not be really sick would mean feeling really crappy for several weeks while your head gets used to life without heroin.
My guess, since youre asking on BlueLight, is that an inpatient rehab is not what you want. Your best bet would be an outpatient rehab where you can work with a professional, be honest about your usage, and taper down on H until you are sustaining at a more readonable dose where you could then transition to something like subs.
You need real help though. More than what you may find in an internet forum. Somewhere you can tell the truth about your habits and ask for help. It took a long time to get where you are. It will take a long time to get back. Dont be afraid to be honest and fuck anybody who judges you. You dont have to turn in your dealer to get help, and you shouldnt have to go cold turkey for 5 days before getting treatment.
Family Dr maybe? Just to get started in the right direction. Dunno where you are but in the USA there are laws that prevent a Dr from telling ANYONE anything about your medical situation. You shouldnt be scared that someone will find out. You can always use the flu to dismiss any illness you experience while getting off the drugs.
Theres hope, but it wont be easy. You will have to measure your H every day and follow a written plan for a really long time or it probably wont work.
My guess, since youre asking on BlueLight, is that an inpatient rehab is not what you want. Your best bet would be an outpatient rehab where you can work with a professional, be honest about your usage, and taper down on H until you are sustaining at a more readonable dose where you could then transition to something like subs.
You need real help though. More than what you may find in an internet forum. Somewhere you can tell the truth about your habits and ask for help. It took a long time to get where you are. It will take a long time to get back. Dont be afraid to be honest and fuck anybody who judges you. You dont have to turn in your dealer to get help, and you shouldnt have to go cold turkey for 5 days before getting treatment.
Family Dr maybe? Just to get started in the right direction. Dunno where you are but in the USA there are laws that prevent a Dr from telling ANYONE anything about your medical situation. You shouldnt be scared that someone will find out. You can always use the flu to dismiss any illness you experience while getting off the drugs.
Theres hope, but it wont be easy. You will have to measure your H every day and follow a written plan for a really long time or it probably wont work.
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