Sucks to see new guys popping up on this thread.
Gonna throw you guys some pointers, follow this advice to a speedy recovery:
1) DO NOT TAKE ANY MORE DRUGS: this should be self-evident, however, some people (me being one of them) decided to take things a little too far. I actually continued with MDMA well after the alarm bells should of been ringing. Because of that I paid a very heavy price for it. By other drugs, I include things like nicotine, caffeine and alcohol. And weed. Unless you're one of those weird people who have never felt a shred of anxiety on marijuana. From what I've gathered, me included, weed will make you feel far worse but that shits weird and has such different effects on different people.
2) SLEEP: you want 9 hours a night minimum. Prepare for hell if you decide to try with 6.
3) DO NOT OBSESS OVER YOUR SYMPTOMS: yes, I know there's weird physical things going on with your body right now. Been there, done that. Believe it or not, it's all in your head. The cure for these physical symptoms is not Dr Google so if you find yourself dwelling on it, focus on something else.
4) DEEP BREATHING: something you can do right now. It lowers your heart rate, reduces the force of the beats, calms you down, gives you something to focus on, oxygenates your blood. It's all good.
4) EXERCISE: one benefit of fucking yourself up on MDMA? You're going to become super fit. You should be exercising daily, with plenty of variety.
5) CBT AND MEDITATION: you ideally want to become acquainted with cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT) which leads nicely into a meditation practice. Before my MDMA abuse started I was actually very skeptical of both practices. I can now safely say they have saved my life. I would of killed myself without them, no joke.
6) DIET/SUPPLEMENTS: I'd say the mental game is 90% more important but a good diet and vitamin/fish oil supplementation will make you feel better about yourself.
Some of you should probably prepare for a rough ride. But the ride does eventually end. Don't rush things and bare in mind you're probably going to have some bad days. Just try not to let your mood run your life too much. Fake it until you make it.