1fastgsxr
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2015
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Only a few days clean off opiates, having a real tough time here. Feeling severely depressed and really starting to question the point of living. Please don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal... I couldn't do that to my family nor have I actually thought of ending my life. I'm just very down, very lonely, and I feel very weak/embarrassed for letting myself fall into addiction.
I've come to the realization drugs are just a coping mechanism, not the problem itself. I'm scared that I'll never be happy again. I have valium but I really don't want to take any....or any meds really. Whats the point of using one drug to get off of another?
I just feel lost, alone, and scared. It's like no one can help me but myself but I don't even know how to "fix" it.
Thank you for listening. Sometimes it helps to just rant it out. It's just a rainy, ugly day where I feel completely alone in this world.
Congrats to those of you staying strong...you give me hope that I will one day get to where you are.
I've come to the realization drugs are just a coping mechanism, not the problem itself. I'm scared that I'll never be happy again. I have valium but I really don't want to take any....or any meds really. Whats the point of using one drug to get off of another?
I just feel lost, alone, and scared. It's like no one can help me but myself but I don't even know how to "fix" it.
Thank you for listening. Sometimes it helps to just rant it out. It's just a rainy, ugly day where I feel completely alone in this world.
Congrats to those of you staying strong...you give me hope that I will one day get to where you are.