Okay so here we are, the answers to all the burning questions I'm sure many of you have about this new substance. I'm not going to go into massively descriptive detail about my trip detailing every development at every 10 minutes because in all honesty it really wasn't that different from any of the other fantastic dissociative experiences that I, or I'm sure many of you have had before. So I just want to give you all the most important, and most relevant details.
With that out of the way let me break it down for you all. First things first:
1) No this is not a replacement for Ketamine.
2) No this is not a replacement for MXE.
3) Yes MXM is FAR AND BEYOND, much better than the latest string of joke dissociative RC's that we've been subjected to. I'm looking at you Diphenidine/Methoxphenidine...!
4) This is a substance that is finally good enough to stand up in it's own light. And be counted along side other great dissociatives. MXM is absolutely worth it's salt, and not to be overlooked.
Next I'm sure you'll want to know how similar MXM is to Ketamine and MXE. And the short answer to that question is that it is far closer to Ketamine than it is to MXE.
MXM is basically everything I imagined and hoped NEK was going to be, but unfortunately wasn't.
For anyone hoping that MXM is going to be like MXE, well it just isn't. So you can all seriously put that question to bed. But with that said, on my first dose of 50mg, at around the 20 minute mark I might have argued that it shared some similar traits to MXE. But after spending the entire day on this substance yesterday I can reveal that when MXM is in full swing it's really nothing like MXE at all.
So onto the summary of effects. MXM is very visual once it gets going, and anyone who's tried, or liked K will be right at home on MXM. At times things were distorted, and shifted around as I changed perspective. But nothing in the realms of the peculiar cubism and distortion that you might experience on a heavy dose of MXE. At no point while I was on MXM did I ever feel uneasy, or unsettled. There were no feelings of nausea, no feelings of panic or distress, and to my relief there were no feelings of head pressure or other anomalies as previously mentioned.
MXM never felt "alien" or "cold". If anything I would describe the experience as completely euphoric, and almost blissful at times. My thoughts were not fragmented or hectic at any point, and they didn't become dark or disturbing. Much like K, MXM can really switch off your senses, and I found myself dancing around the edge of the "hole", drifting in and out. It was really magical. The hole is really great with MXM.
After my first "taster" at 50mg I instantly wanted to find out what MXM really had to offer. And I found that for me MXM really began to shine at around 200mg via IM. However for the record I seriously abused MXE for 2 years straight, with all the hallmark trips to A&E and psychotic episodes that you can attribute to heavily abusing a substance like MXE. Also Ketamine is by far my favourite drug, and I've done just as much of that over the years. So you will really need to play it safe, and test the water like I did to find out what is right for you. As you always should with any new substance.
MXM's effects set in very quickly, in 10 minutes you'll notice all the trademark signs of dissociation, and within 30 minutes you should be firmly locked in, at least with IM anyway. Again much like Ketamine, peak effects last for around 1.5-2 hours, with effects dwindling from there until you are almost completely baseline again by 4 hours. Personally this suits me fine, your mileage may vary. I was able to spend the entire day in dissociated bliss, redosing every 3-4 hours with no ill effects, and even managed a nice little break in between for a chat to my Mum.
I don't know how pure my MXM is because frankly I've no means in which to test it. But the appearance is very floury, with it being of the nature where it can stick to the side of the bag. With a tendancy to clump together a bit. But not in a damp, gross way. Just very floury. MXM dissolves easily into water with only minor heat applied, I'd like to think that this is a good sign regarding it's purity. Something that has been really pissing me off about MXP lately is that it just won't dissolve for shit, and even when it does it fucking clogs up my barrel and heads because it precipitates back into crystals in moments and makes the entire process a pain in the arse.
One last thing to note is that I've only been doing MXP once a weekend for the last few months, as I'm trying to be much smarter and disciplined with my drug use. I've not had anything like stimulants, weed or psychedelics in my system that might have otherwise tainted the experience.
So anyway if you were on the fence about this one, and you have a trustworthy source, and you have a thing for dissociatives like I do then go nuts. Because MXM is seriously great fun.
If any of you have any other questions that I didn't think to answer then fire away and I'll do my best to answer them
