sailor bugg
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Well I'll keep it short…..
My doctors won't script me anything for insomnia (I get two nights of sleep per week, sleep 2 nights up for 5 days straight) as they have tried everything I guess they're willing to give me (strongest combination I got was 1000mg chloral hydrate with 30 mg temazepam which just made me get very excitable and angry) and now have just decided to say that's all we're doing. I tell them I'm a total basket case now and have suicidal idealization but it's no use they won't give me anything.
As of late I've been using two points of down approx. twice a week to keep me from going off the deep end and keep the physical strain put on my body from all this lack of sleep at bay. I'm a recovering down addict and I don't like where this is heading and I'd hate to fall into addiction again. Mind you the down doesn't make me sleepy, it just makes me feel normal.
So I now I'm at the point where I'm going to buy chems off the internet to try and help my insomnia. That brings me to my question in any ones experience here is etizolam a good hypnotic? Or would I be better off getting chloral hydrate powder? Or do any of the Qualuud analogues make better hypnotics?
I'm really at my wits ends here, I'm about ready to take the next point of down I get and iv it (when I do down I usually smoke or snort it and I have a low tolerance) and end this torturous life of mine. This has been going on for over a year, please help me
My doctors won't script me anything for insomnia (I get two nights of sleep per week, sleep 2 nights up for 5 days straight) as they have tried everything I guess they're willing to give me (strongest combination I got was 1000mg chloral hydrate with 30 mg temazepam which just made me get very excitable and angry) and now have just decided to say that's all we're doing. I tell them I'm a total basket case now and have suicidal idealization but it's no use they won't give me anything.
As of late I've been using two points of down approx. twice a week to keep me from going off the deep end and keep the physical strain put on my body from all this lack of sleep at bay. I'm a recovering down addict and I don't like where this is heading and I'd hate to fall into addiction again. Mind you the down doesn't make me sleepy, it just makes me feel normal.
So I now I'm at the point where I'm going to buy chems off the internet to try and help my insomnia. That brings me to my question in any ones experience here is etizolam a good hypnotic? Or would I be better off getting chloral hydrate powder? Or do any of the Qualuud analogues make better hypnotics?
I'm really at my wits ends here, I'm about ready to take the next point of down I get and iv it (when I do down I usually smoke or snort it and I have a low tolerance) and end this torturous life of mine. This has been going on for over a year, please help me