you ever look into detox drinks, CJ? I sell that shit as a living and it does work. if they watch you pee than synthetic urine is out of the window, unless you want to get ballsy and get a piss-pack w/ a fake dick
lolIm pretty fucked up right now
It took me 10 minutes to write that
Kept fat fingering the backspace and enter keys on this phone
And I nodded out standing up for about 8 minutes
Sleep on it bro. I have 7 months clean off dope, cravings hit me everyday (mostly at night) but waking up not fiending or in jail (for me) so far has proven worth it. As for the cold copping thing I get that too I moved from Chicago to a shady ass town south of Boston called NewBedford, fucking junkies everywhere but since I've sobered up A) cold copping or asking an assuming junky for help seems like it would end in me getting jack moved B) cold copping = who the fuck knows with the 5.0 and I ain't catching another charge... Idk dude. Life's going good dope free I still drink too. But alcohol for me is totally social... Dope was a fucked up love affair... Idk why I even think of that bitch still. FuckI'm giving serious thought to relapsing. It's been 2 1/ years or so since I quit suboxone, which I was on for close to 3 years, but now I'm more or less strung out on alcohol. I preferred heroin TBH. It was a better time in my life really. It feels as though things actually went goddamn downhill the less drugs I used and the more I reintegrated into straight society. Strange, really. Maybe what I'm really chasing is nostalgia. But I'm pretty sure that I'm going to make the big decision, as it's been put. I've made a few perfunctory ventures into some of the neighborhoods where me and my degenerate junkie friends used to hang out, and thought about cold copping, but don't really have the balls, and a lot of the straight up junkies I see look way too shifty and unstable. The whole scene has changed a shitton. Or maybe just me. I don't even know anymore. But I do know, pretty soon, in all likelihood, I will be joning our twisted little fraternity once more.
I'm giving serious thought to relapsing. It's been 2 1/2 years or so since I quit suboxone, which I was on for close to 3 years, but now I'm more or less strung out on alcohol. I preferred heroin TBH. It was a better time in my life really. It feels as though things actually went goddamn downhill the less drugs I used and the more I reintegrated into straight society. Strange, really. Maybe what I'm really chasing is nostalgia. But I'm pretty sure that I'm going to make the big decision, as it's been put. I've made a few perfunctory ventures into some of the neighborhoods where me and my degenerate junkie friends used to hang out, and thought about cold copping, but don't really have the balls, and a lot of the straight up junkies I see look way too shifty and unstable. The whole scene has changed a shitton. Or maybe just me. I don't even know anymore. But I do know, pretty soon, in all likelihood, I will be joning our twisted little fraternity once more.
Dope can be a satisfying supper though. Oh wait... there was no winky emoticon afterwards so maybe you actually meant actual dinner
Don't cook your shots, it's bad for the veins. Dope can be a satisfying supper though. Oh wait... there was no winky emoticon afterwards so maybe you actually meant actual dinner
Ugh I wanted to score so bad today.... It didn't work out. Will probably do it tommorow even though everyone keeps saying I won't feel it through 110mg of methadone. I don't even care. My weed dealer moved states today on a whim leaving me totally fucked. Today sucks man.