DoctorMolecule
Bluelighter
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- Feb 23, 2012
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If you do smoke it don't shoot it, that's like instant hook ya shit ya dig? Shooting it does a number on your body. From a harm reductionist point of view it's less dangerous to smoke it
From a harm reduction point of view if I may, just don't shoot, don't smoke today, try something else. Like quitting or if that's not what you want look for meds that can prevent you from going any futher deep into heroin.
The only thing I hope is having the courage to kill myself next time I relapse.
At the beggining I was able to chip for a long time. Reminding it now, a various stuff hapened at these chipping time wich make me think that life was already not the same. Its even more annoying that it make me think that after this wd ill not be normal before... In all seriousness i dont think normal is possible anymore.
I was only 3 month into heroin after the chipping times, quitted no looking back but heroin isnt the only opiate.
The stuff wich wasted completely my life is when i took the sub way for stopping a codein run in order to keep my job. I eventually lost my job as after 3 month sub made myself like almost always down or like close to dopesick, then I understood if I continue sub more than 3 more month it s for life so quitted cold turkey (as sub made me bad I was taking 3mg more than prescribed at the end, stopped at 5mg. Worst wd of my life)
The stuff is than now since sub I cant manage to be clean, either being speed or opiate (hoppefully only light dose its just about making the day.).
Since 1y everytime im posting on bl or on psychonaut (french board) im on wd. My parent think thats something light it will pass and in some way they are right as dose arent that high but imo there is part of the problem they entirely miss.
Looking at the thread thats only the beggining and looking at how this addiction work from xp give same conclusion. One of the most depressing thing in the stuff is that will give no other devellopement of story
Next time bye bye. The problem is so to find a way to kill myself. No way I take sub or metha I know what it is, begin with opi end with ates
I have 34 days clean now and its pretty awesome!!!
To anyone tempted to use dope or heroin, or other types of opiates, just don't. You are basically chasing and risking death, or a lifetime of addiction.
Any problems you have will not go away and everything will get infinitely worse.
I think if I had terminal cancer, heroin would be last item in my list of favorite things to do. Would probably want to be well medicated rather than create a new way to get extra sick and shitty everyday.