Did you honestly think I didn't know? Just because I don't call you out when you lie it doesn't mean I'm stupid. I know you relapsed. I was so proud of you. I really thought maybe you were going to go places. I had faith in you. It truly saddens me to watch you head back down this road. You just aren't going to be happy until you're in jail. How have you not learned after all these lawyer bills, jail the first time, and now probation when you're lucky to not be in jail. Open your eyes. Stop destroying yourself. How many chances do you think you will get? What do you think is going happen when you fail a drug test? You know what every junkie around here does. Just a matter of time before they get a confirmed on you. How could you be so foolish as to build up a new clientele from probation of all places? I don't even know what to say to you. I guess you're right. Distance is the best thing for us. As I begin my methadone detox you are probably the worst thing for me. I am just so sad and wish you would stop trying to take shortcuts. Getting money to open up a business is hard but by doing it your way you'll just be spending it on more lawyers. Please open your eyes.