chilidog said:
and as for your last part, i freakin hate it when friends wanna talk to me when im having my 'moment'. its like, psh, lemme alone and let me enjoy it, ill talk when im done
EXACTLY!!!
Everyone needs their moment... just the way it is.
When I was living in Orlando, and I was hanging with friends and we dropped acid... they KNEW not to bother me in my moment.
One side-effect acid has always had on me, is about an hour or two into the trip... I flip out.... which normal, 99% of the people I know will flip ot at least once during a trip. Some scream, some just curl up and freak out... or like me, they shut down.
My friends KNEW exactly how I reacted. I would curl up in the darkest corner I could find (I'm talking full-on fetal position, with my head facing the wall, and my arm over my eyes). Think sensory deprivation, except for the sound... the music playing and people talking actually HELPED me, but I have this weird fear of complete silence anyway, so that makes sense. I would just sit there, in that position for like 10 minutes at most while twitching... then I would get over it and move on, and be perfect the rest of the night.
I have actually heard them telling people to not touch me or interact with me in any way at those moments (I love my friends
), it's just what I do, I'll et over it, and I'll be fine.
I don't care who you are, there's gonna be times where you just get a little overwhelmed and you need a moment to yourself....
Like I said, everyone is allowed ONE. That's normal, it's cool, it happens. That's just the way it works. No matter what the substance.