Desoxypipradrol insomnia update. (Orally ingested 10mg -"roughly" 41hrs ago,
Ah the humanity!!!! Been trying to chase the Z's all day, not a fucking wink! This stuff is not to be meddled with unless you understand the consequences. An all pervading sense of doom has followed me for a about 24hrs, which is a massive improvement on the previous 22hrs sense of dread!
[U]Consequences[/U]
Total list of negative side effects in random order.
Intense paranoia,
An intense sense of dread,
Occasional onsets of psychosis,
Stomach cramps, difficulty in urinating, exacerbated by 3rd degree diarrhea.-- (OH, THE CRUEL IRONY)
Other negative physical effects include my penis being dormant in a flaccid pathetic state throughout the entire time period, despite hornyness.
Positive Effects
Between the all pervading senses of doom and dread an occasional onset of euphoria excited me, but sadly it was soon followed by doom.
I think I did a pretty decent job of my German politics essay written under its influence; however sleep deprivation triggered a cataclysmic inability to cognitively function.
I apologise for the poor written quality. It's full of strange vocabuliric fallacies, no doubt induced by my brain unable to remember what sleep felt like.
Now, I will leave it to your discretion on whether to decide to take the chemical. My advice: leave it to astronauts / fighter pilots and soldiers; all vocations which in times of crisis and fatigue could benefit by fighting the innate human need for sleep. SORRY, just realised the stupidity of the last sentence. If I was in charge of a jet or space station in my current state I would be incinerated almost instantly. The war on sleep will only lead to defeat. For those who aim to cheat sleep beware the mental fatigue which may propel you into torturous mental places. Sorry for the ramblings!
One last thing. Imagine the potential for enhanced productivity this chemical has for a sick and twisted government/corporation hellbent in achieving economic growth……. Moreover, he/she or them could punish us all by spiking the water supply, keeping everyone awake for a personal eternity. Perhaps this has already began....
Sorry for the rambling!