Taking two big rips of sour d out of a bong several years ago, was fine at first then i sat down and reality started to feel like some fake dreamlike thing i cant really explain it. Not a full on dissociative trip or anything like that but i was terrified i had made a mistake and would lose my context on reality forever.
I took a long cold shower to kill that one.
Besides weed I've had too many negative experiences to name. High dose Benadryl was aweful, taking most of a bottle of cheritussin AC just caused me to throw up and itch uncontrollably for 5 hours strait.
I OD'd on poppy seeds that were apparently very high in thebaine, my first psilocybin mushroom experience literally made me want to kill my self while I was tripping. Countless of disastrous synthetic cannabinoid experiences, there's more but I can't think of them all now.
I use to take massive 2 liter gravity bong hits of really potent Sour D when I first started smoking. My tolerance was always low so every time I took a GB hit it would send me into full paranoia mode.
I think the only reason I continued to do it was because it put me into a hyper perceptive state that caused me to analyze everything I saw, I think that's how I originally got interested in the sciences.
Those extreme paranoia weed experiences were probably my worst experiences although I've actually learned a lot from having my ego repeatably smashed by the mighty ganja.
When I tried snorting cocaine for the first time, I didn't feel a thing, even after several lines. So, I decided to try shooting up. Man, was that a mistake. I shot up a whole spoonful of coke and within seconds I felt like I was dying. My heartbeat was out of control, the room was spinning, I felt like I was going to vomit. I crawled to the toilet, called my boyfriend and told him I was dying, then called an ambulance. Worse "high" of my life.
God that just sounds like hell...Anything that includes rec. doses of dph to this day makes me cherish sanity hahaDPH + LSD
or maybe DPH + Amphetamines
Being wired while tripping on DPH is a really uncomfortable feeling.
I don't like dph on its own but atleast then you're too fucked up to really care or fully comprehend what's happening.
The main feeling was that of terrible depression and a physical dysphoria that felt like the inverse of that warm fuzzy feeling that comes from opiates.
I felt a coldness beneath my skin but at the same time was sweating and could tell that I was too hot in reality. Restless leg syndrome was on a new level and my muscles were spasing out.
I felt like I weighted a million pounds despite the fact that I felt 100% wide awake.
On the amph+DPH trip I also vomited for like 4 hours even though I didn't eat anything at all that entire day. First it was just stomach fluids then dry heaving. Dry mouth was the worse I've ever had and any water I drank was instantly thrown up. Heart palpitations made me feel anxious.
The restlessness was the worst part by far. Both these drugs make me feel restless on there own, but together they were a nightmare. I never thought restlessness could feel so horrible. I felt like my skin was crawling.
The LSD+DPH trip was similar in the way it felt, but at the same time felt way worse because all those dph feelings were amplified (A sort of chemical set and setting). I also thought I was going to have a seizure (do to muscles randomly staking) and lsd has a way a making this type of anxiety worse.
I didn't have to deal with vomiting though, so there's that.
I had some insane visuals both trips but these visuals had a horrifying ambience and they all felt disgusting.
One thing I love about psychs is how the visuals aren't just there, but they feel like part of you and have an emotional meaning.
LSD+DPH also had this quailty to the visuals but the feeling were entirely negative. They felt dirty and sickly. Like the emotional response to rotting flesh on a still live person. Near the end of my trip I decided to smoke weed and hope it would take the edge off but instead it made me feel like my body was melting. I remember grabbing my lower lip and panicking because I though I just ripped it clean off. I had no idea what was happening anymore because I thought I was becoming a blob of a human. The joint didn't take the edge off at all but instead took the trip to near loss of contact with reality mode. It seems super obvious to me now that weed would do that but at the time I felt horrible and thought that the joint could only make things better.
DPH+LSD was way more intense but with DPH+amphs I had worse physical side effects.
So it's between those.