S-Dog
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 26, 2017
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- 141
To make this short,
I've had times where I've smoked WAY too much weed to the point where I thought I was going to die, and yet I didn't regret it. Alcohol on the other hand... I can't stand. 99% of the time when I drink I regret it with every fiber of my being and I don't even consider myself to be particularly drunk. I hate the way it makes me feel. the only reason I even consider drinking is because weed is illegal in my state and alcohol is my only option. It makes me miserable for hours, makes me throw up and doesn't even provide an escape. When I drink I feel mostly clear headed but it makes my body feel like I have the flue. weed makes me happy and helps me think through my problems. alcohol just makes me hate existence and makes me sick... I guess I don't know what I'm asking. I just feel alone in this. Weed is hard for me to get, I'm depressed all the time and have no where to turn other than something I hate and inevitably regret. Alcohol is a shit drug and I guess I want to know if anyone else feels the same?
I've had times where I've smoked WAY too much weed to the point where I thought I was going to die, and yet I didn't regret it. Alcohol on the other hand... I can't stand. 99% of the time when I drink I regret it with every fiber of my being and I don't even consider myself to be particularly drunk. I hate the way it makes me feel. the only reason I even consider drinking is because weed is illegal in my state and alcohol is my only option. It makes me miserable for hours, makes me throw up and doesn't even provide an escape. When I drink I feel mostly clear headed but it makes my body feel like I have the flue. weed makes me happy and helps me think through my problems. alcohol just makes me hate existence and makes me sick... I guess I don't know what I'm asking. I just feel alone in this. Weed is hard for me to get, I'm depressed all the time and have no where to turn other than something I hate and inevitably regret. Alcohol is a shit drug and I guess I want to know if anyone else feels the same?