I will survive. I didn't actually think it was so paramount before. I have never been afraid of death itself.
But new insight and consideration have dawned on me, and like it or not, for some very very vital reasons, survival is paramount now.
Because suddenly the stakes are a lot lot higher than I silliliy imagined.
This is good though. A load of silly crap, emotional baggage etc, does not matter now.
I am willing to make changes. I will massively improve my relationship with my truly incredible mum- that isn't a separate NY's resolution, just an automatic part of the process.
And. Get ready, for 2022!!!!