speedlimitssuck89
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Benzo noob here so please bare with me.
which benzo tends to be the most euphoric and "stimulating"? I fucking love phenibut for this reason: anxiolytic, yet it makes me more energetic, have a strong desire to socialize, go on adventures/explore the city, watch a movie/play video games or go workout. It's like it turns on and off all of the right areas if my brain so I can respond to the outside world in an ideal manner. I'm a veteran w/ all gabapentinoids but for some reason phenibut is my fuckin golden star lol.
Obviously phenibut and benzos have pretty significant MOAs, but I see people here and in other forums talking about how xans/klonopin/RC benzos send them on random, goofy, stupid (and sometimes dangerous/blackout) outings. Sounds vaguely similar though more retarded and risky to my phenibut adventures. I've only ever taken klonopin twice. The first time I went full retard and took about 8 mg over the course of a night, mainly because klonopins take so damn long to kick in so I didn't realize the value of patience. Ended up leaving my fucking phone in the middle of the road after I got out of an uber without realizing it, and agreeing to hit dabs (when I haven't used weed since July) and soon after passing out in a chair. I barely remember anything from the following day either as I was probably still retarded off a lot of kpins (and the weed).
Anyways. I took a more reasonable amount of klonopin last night - 3.5 mg - as landing gear from Adderall. My usual go-tos for stim comedowns (I use frequently - prescribed for adhd) are gabapentinoids, phenibut in particular, because they obliterate the shitty stimulant body load while simultaneously elevating my mood and energy so much that I actually want to go out and socialize/enjoy the night.So after taking 3.5 mg kpin last night for the stim crash, I felt underwhelmed compared to what gabapentinoids usually do for me. The kpin helped the physical symptoms (muscle tightness, vasoconstriction, fast heartbeat etc) and the anxiety immensely. I felt incredibly relaxed, physically and mentally, slightly sedated, and some mild coordination issues. The ultimate feeling of "don't care, don't give a fuck."
But the main problem is it turned me into an absolute zombie, slow and numbed out. I liked w/ friends as I usually do after a Friday adderall-study grind. Usually on Lyrica, when drunk and especially on phenibut I'm psyched to see everyone, talking about random shit, just truly happy to be there and positive energy. On kpins, I felt the opposite. Just monotone "sup", not talking much and just not able to get interested anything, really...in what everyone was talking about or doing, video games, movies etc. Even Felt pretty irritable and annoyed with everyone for no reason, which sucked.I was sort of hoping kpins would be a possible replacement for alcohol and phenibut, not just because they are all anxiolytics, but by increasing emotional reactivity, interest, sociability and disinhibition.Apparently klonopin isn't great for this, just seems to numb me out which I fucking hate since I already deal w/ anhedonia.
another major issue is that kpins take forever to peak, and last way too long in my opinion. Makes dosing well tricky.
After scouring reddit and bluelight, it seems the following benzos are the most likely to induce some sort of euphoria and energy:
-temazepam (most consistent one reported as euphoric - sadly i have no source for it)
-etizolam
-alprazolam (some love some hate; either euphoric and intense or just sends people straight to sleep)
-diazepam ("good body high" and potent muscle relaxer, but effects lasts a long time)
-triazolam
all suggestions/input appreciated. Please no research chem benzo recommendations.
which benzo tends to be the most euphoric and "stimulating"? I fucking love phenibut for this reason: anxiolytic, yet it makes me more energetic, have a strong desire to socialize, go on adventures/explore the city, watch a movie/play video games or go workout. It's like it turns on and off all of the right areas if my brain so I can respond to the outside world in an ideal manner. I'm a veteran w/ all gabapentinoids but for some reason phenibut is my fuckin golden star lol.
Obviously phenibut and benzos have pretty significant MOAs, but I see people here and in other forums talking about how xans/klonopin/RC benzos send them on random, goofy, stupid (and sometimes dangerous/blackout) outings. Sounds vaguely similar though more retarded and risky to my phenibut adventures. I've only ever taken klonopin twice. The first time I went full retard and took about 8 mg over the course of a night, mainly because klonopins take so damn long to kick in so I didn't realize the value of patience. Ended up leaving my fucking phone in the middle of the road after I got out of an uber without realizing it, and agreeing to hit dabs (when I haven't used weed since July) and soon after passing out in a chair. I barely remember anything from the following day either as I was probably still retarded off a lot of kpins (and the weed).
Anyways. I took a more reasonable amount of klonopin last night - 3.5 mg - as landing gear from Adderall. My usual go-tos for stim comedowns (I use frequently - prescribed for adhd) are gabapentinoids, phenibut in particular, because they obliterate the shitty stimulant body load while simultaneously elevating my mood and energy so much that I actually want to go out and socialize/enjoy the night.So after taking 3.5 mg kpin last night for the stim crash, I felt underwhelmed compared to what gabapentinoids usually do for me. The kpin helped the physical symptoms (muscle tightness, vasoconstriction, fast heartbeat etc) and the anxiety immensely. I felt incredibly relaxed, physically and mentally, slightly sedated, and some mild coordination issues. The ultimate feeling of "don't care, don't give a fuck."
But the main problem is it turned me into an absolute zombie, slow and numbed out. I liked w/ friends as I usually do after a Friday adderall-study grind. Usually on Lyrica, when drunk and especially on phenibut I'm psyched to see everyone, talking about random shit, just truly happy to be there and positive energy. On kpins, I felt the opposite. Just monotone "sup", not talking much and just not able to get interested anything, really...in what everyone was talking about or doing, video games, movies etc. Even Felt pretty irritable and annoyed with everyone for no reason, which sucked.I was sort of hoping kpins would be a possible replacement for alcohol and phenibut, not just because they are all anxiolytics, but by increasing emotional reactivity, interest, sociability and disinhibition.Apparently klonopin isn't great for this, just seems to numb me out which I fucking hate since I already deal w/ anhedonia.
another major issue is that kpins take forever to peak, and last way too long in my opinion. Makes dosing well tricky.
After scouring reddit and bluelight, it seems the following benzos are the most likely to induce some sort of euphoria and energy:
-temazepam (most consistent one reported as euphoric - sadly i have no source for it)
-etizolam
-alprazolam (some love some hate; either euphoric and intense or just sends people straight to sleep)
-diazepam ("good body high" and potent muscle relaxer, but effects lasts a long time)
-triazolam
all suggestions/input appreciated. Please no research chem benzo recommendations.