I think i will try to find oxycodone and heroin.
Maybe it help me to fell less bad everydays.
Please don't.....
I know that whatever I say will probably be brushed off until you know but...
I started exactly like you, Codeine, magic stuff and not the end of the world right, hell, bet you don't even crave that much the next week.
Other people must be weak as piss to get addicted to this, they haven't even been through what you have and you're stronger willed than them.
This shit cures my mind and I only feel better the next day, no hangover just a lovely glow over, what else is there.
Wow, screw the Codeine, found a source for Hydrocodone / Oxycodone / Morphine / Opium / Heroin / Fetty and I can have it delivered.
This shit is serious though, not like Codeine (lol), better only do it once a week maybe twice.
Shit this week has sucked, I know that it's 3 days until I can dose but fuckem, I need a mind break.
What an awesome day I had today, lets celebrate I know I dosed yesterday but hell this is a once off, its a birthday.
On-and-on-and-on....
very slow burn, see I knew that wouldn't get me addicted, no WD's whatsoever.... UNTIL YOU DO.
Fuck, better slow down.... damn I feel like shit
Shit I really need to be better today, I have a lot on, then that's it, you may still get high for a while but soon you will feel nothing and only NEED MORE / STRONGER / MORE OFTEN.
Trauma / Social Problems / Stress this is what makes you and me unable to do Opiates, please don't, the world isn't shit, your place in it is for now but not forever, it WILL GET BETTER but with dope IT WILL GET WORSE
Sorry, I'm not here to preach and I won't in future but that hit a little to close to home