This morning,
500mg Heroin
250mg Methamphetamine
60mg Oxycodone
10mg Oxymorphone
50mg Promethazine
50mg Hydroxyzine
900mg Gabapentin
I am struggeling with finding the right balance between opiats/opioids (methadone, oxycodone, ketobemidone and morphine in my case. I have pharmaceutical ketobemidone and morphine intended for intravenous administation, which I do), benzodiazepines, pregabalin and stimulants the primary of which being cocaine (90-99% purity - I am cleaning it myself, if I am lucky enough to get a batch without Levamisol, 99% purity is achieved) complemented with amphetamine sulfate and pharmeutical products like dexamphetamine or lisdexamphetamine).
If I take too much cocaine, the cocaine high will ruin the opiate high the entire day (In some cases I keep trying to achieve the opiate high resulting in dangerous high amounts and sedation plus tiredness (which then might result in me adding some amphetamine ir something to the mix as my cognition at they point is very much influenced).
Therefore I am insterested in your use of both heroin+other opioids and methamphetamine. Have your ever experienced that your methamphetamine ruin your heroin+other stuff high? From what I understand in the US this combo can be called a speed ball.
When the cocaine high ruin my opiate high I feel that everything I have taken are wasted. It is I haven't taken anything but cocaine with the cocaine high stops. There are no come dowm due to the purity, but I can look forward to an entire day crawing opiats. Taking more usually don't work - HOWEVER - I haven't yet tried to IV larger does of morphine and ketobemidone.
Can it be because a true speedball only works with heroin as heroin is the only thing strong enough to dominate the stimulants?
The heroin in my region have an average purity of 6-15% based on seized heroin in 2015. In other words, it is not something I care to waste my money on.
I could also gain access to pharmaceutical IV fentanyl again, compared in potency to heroin it is stronger, but compared in euphoria terms fent is nothing (and by the way very dangerous if I donøt know what you are doing and even then it is dangerous).
Anyway, I would very much appreciate your inputs regarding this problem. Even if the answer is si simple that heroin is the only thing euphoric enough to beat cocaine and other stimulants.
General harm reduction warning: you should not mix uppers (stimulants) and downers (opiates, benzo's etc) as it is incredible dangerous and resulting in several ODs each year