tons of crack.
propranolol to keep my heart from exploding (dammit, no benzos til next week.)
kava kava (shitty benzo substitute but I've got it so well damn.)
water.
prospect of h later today, plus maybe another bag or two of crack to get me through the weekend.
Gotta call about my Lyrica today too.
Edited: also my vape, gotta love it. Pina colada flavor, yum. 2.4% nicotine.
And just took Aleve for the headache from lack of oxygen due to holding in my hits too long in search of the elusive bellringer.