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Parabolan

Parabolan

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So we have a post asking about your nighty fix and another on morning intake. I believe we need a thread like this for what you've taken throughout the entire day (like a 24-hour period).

I'll start!

• (7) lines of ice, snorted and plugged, "did (10) day supply in (4) days, way to go! I'll regret it a lot when I run out, which is very soon. Then I will take a couple of weeks off ice, as this is getting out of control."

• 30mg Asenlix "powerful Mexican diet pills that turn into amphetamine when metabolized."

• 50mg Dexedrine Spansules

• 200mg Modafinil "a sample from my plug."

• 6mg Xanax

• 4mg Klonopin

• 40mg Valium "I don't have many left, even though that I always have some on me."

• 1mg Ativan "given to me by a dentist!"

• 20mg Ambien "need more."

• 600mg Gabapentin "have a few left."

• 400mg Tegretol

• 10mg Abilify

• 100mg Seroquel

• 450mg Wellbutrin "1st antidepressant I actually like, not so great for anxiety though."

• 20mg Lexapro

• 200mg Tramadol "found these in older stash, I wish I had found some Hydromorphone or something."

• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape "delicious!"

• Green Crack THC vape

• 100mg Viagra "a few pills left. I need more, and also more Cialis."

as you can probably see, I need to stock up on goodies and place large orders for various substances. Gotta wait for the money to come first.

Since everyone is asleep, I'm thinking of doing a shot of Ketamine. The problem is that it's hidden in my bedroom, and I will wake my wife if I try to get the needle and vial. Not the first thing you wanna see when you first open your eyes! Oh, we'll see.

I'm hoping to get some decent sleep tonight, as I have a very busy week ahead of me.
 
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This thread does basically exist, which you've posted on

⭐️ Social ⭐️ - How High Are You? V. How Much Wood Does a Woodchuck Chuck?

Just opened a can of Corona (much prefer the bottles) and hit the Prosecco later. Old Thread Here
bluelight.org bluelight.org

But we are open minded around here and this is slightly different so I'll allow it.

My drug intake over a 24 hour period these days looks something like this:


1.2g Oxcarbazepine
20mg Fluoxetine
15mg Mirtazapine
15-20 gs Kratom
10 - 15mg Oxycodone
1.5gs Acetaminophen
1.8gs Ibuprofen
60mh Enoxaparin
5.7gs Calcium Citrate
10mgs Melatonin
Cigarettes
Coffee
Probably something else I'm forgetting.

It would be a lot less if I didn't have a broken leg right now. Getting mighty tired taking all this bullshit. Especially the blood thinner, which I have to inject into myself twice a day. Thankfully only one more week of that and then I can switch to aspirin.
 
deficiT said:
This thread does basically exist, which you've posted on

⭐️ Social ⭐️ - How High Are You? V. How Much Wood Does a Woodchuck Chuck?

Just opened a can of Corona (much prefer the bottles) and hit the Prosecco later. Old Thread Here
bluelight.org bluelight.org

But we are open minded around here and this is slightly different so I'll allow it.

My drug intake over a 24 hour period these days looks something like this:


1.2g Oxcarbazepine
20mg Fluoxetine
15mg Mirtazapine
15-20 gs Kratom
10 - 15mg Oxycodone
1.5gs Acetaminophen
1.8gs Ibuprofen
60mh Enoxaparin
5.7gs Calcium Citrate
10mgs Melatonin
Cigarettes
Coffee
Probably something else I'm forgetting.

It would be a lot less if I didn't have a broken leg right now. Getting mighty tired taking all this bullshit. Especially the blood thinner, which I have to inject into myself twice a day. Thankfully only one more week of that and then I can switch to aspirin.
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I hope you feel better soon.
 
Parabolan said:
So we have a post asking about your nighty fix and another on morning intake. I believe we need a thread like this for what you've taken throughout the entire day (like a 24-hour period).

I'll start!

• (7) lines of ice, snorted and plugged, "did (10) day supply in (4) days, way to go! I'll regret it a lot when I run out, which is very soon. Then I will take a couple of weeks off ice, as this is getting out of control."

• 30mg Asenlix "powerful Mexican diet pills that turn into amphetamine when metabolized."

• 50mg Dexedrine Spansules

• 200mg Modafinil "a sample from my plug."

• 6mg Xanax

• 4mg Klonopin

• 40mg Valium "I don't have many left, even though that I always have some on me."

• 1mg Ativan "given to me by a dentist!"

• 20mg Ambien "need more."

• 600mg Gabapentin "have a few left."

• 400mg Tegretol

• 10mg Abilify

• 100mg Seroquel

• 450mg Wellbutrin "1st antidepressant I actually like, not so great for anxiety though."

• 20mg Lexapro

• 200mg Tramadol "found these in older stash, I wish I had found some Hydromorphone or something."

• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape "delicious!"

• Green Crack THC vape

• 100mg Viagra "a few pills left. I need more, and also more Cialis."

as you can probably see, I need to stock up on goodies and place large orders for various substances. Gotta wait for the money to come first.

Since everyone is asleep, I'm thinking of doing a shot of Ketamine. The problem is that it's hidden in my bedroom, and I will wake my wife if I try to get the needle and vial. Not the first thing you wanna see when you first open your eyes! Oh, we'll see.

I'm hoping to get some decent sleep tonight, as I have a very busy week ahead of me.
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I ended up doing an 80m shot of Ketamine while trying to sleep. Man Ketamine is a weird drug, but so far I haven't had really negative experiences with it, and I I don't want this to happen.
 
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Tramadol, Xanax y cafecito

*been kind of stressed out about some stuff & just finished taking care of all the things I was supposed to take care of today … so I think I’m gonna take extra Xanax for the rest of the day (I don’t usually do that with Xans but just for today I will … need to calm the Loca)
 
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
Tramadol, Xanax y cafecito

*been kind of stressed out about some stuff & just finished taking care of all the things I was supposed to take care of today … so I think I’m gonna take extra Xanax for the rest of the day (I don’t usually do that with Xans but just for today I will … need to calm the Loca)
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I bet if your cousin had extra Dilaudid to give you, you would be a happier person today, right? 😉
 
Parabolan said:
So we have a post asking about your nighty fix and another on morning intake. I believe we need a thread like this for what you've taken throughout the entire day (like a 24-hour period).

I'll start!

• (7) lines of ice, snorted and plugged, "did (10) day supply in (4) days, way to go! I'll regret it a lot when I run out, which is very soon. Then I will take a couple of weeks off ice, as this is getting out of control."

• 30mg Asenlix "powerful Mexican diet pills that turn into amphetamine when metabolized."

• 50mg Dexedrine Spansules

• 200mg Modafinil "a sample from my plug."

• 6mg Xanax

• 4mg Klonopin

• 40mg Valium "I don't have many left, even though that I always have some on me."

• 1mg Ativan "given to me by a dentist!"

• 20mg Ambien "need more."

• 600mg Gabapentin "have a few left."

• 400mg Tegretol

• 10mg Abilify

• 100mg Seroquel

• 450mg Wellbutrin "1st antidepressant I actually like, not so great for anxiety though."

• 20mg Lexapro

• 200mg Tramadol "found these in older stash, I wish I had found some Hydromorphone or something."

• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape "delicious!"

• Green Crack THC vape

• 100mg Viagra "a few pills left. I need more, and also more Cialis."

as you can probably see, I need to stock up on goodies and place large orders for various substances. Gotta wait for the money to come first.

Since everyone is asleep, I'm thinking of doing a shot of Ketamine. The problem is that it's hidden in my bedroom, and I will wake my wife if I try to get the needle and vial. Not the first thing you wanna see when you first open your eyes! Oh, we'll see.

I'm hoping to get some decent sleep tonight, as I have a very busy week ahead of me.
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Why?
Why are you taking so many things that work against so many of the other things that you take?

And how much is seven lines? Are they a point per line or they 150 mg a lign. I mean you haven't really given us an amount. You just gave us a number.
 
Parabolan said:
So we have a post asking about your nighty fix and another on morning intake. I believe we need a thread like this for what you've taken throughout the entire day (like a 24-hour period).

I'll start!

• (7) lines of ice, snorted and plugged, "did (10) day supply in (4) days, way to go! I'll regret it a lot when I run out, which is very soon. Then I will take a couple of weeks off ice, as this is getting out of control."

• 30mg Asenlix "powerful Mexican diet pills that turn into amphetamine when metabolized."

• 50mg Dexedrine Spansules

• 200mg Modafinil "a sample from my plug."

• 6mg Xanax

• 4mg Klonopin

• 40mg Valium "I don't have many left, even though that I always have some on me."

• 1mg Ativan "given to me by a dentist!"

• 20mg Ambien "need more."

• 600mg Gabapentin "have a few left."

• 400mg Tegretol

• 10mg Abilify

• 100mg Seroquel

• 450mg Wellbutrin "1st antidepressant I actually like, not so great for anxiety though."

• 20mg Lexapro

• 200mg Tramadol "found these in older stash, I wish I had found some Hydromorphone or something."

• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape "delicious!"

• Green Crack THC vape

• 100mg Viagra "a few pills left. I need more, and also more Cialis."

as you can probably see, I need to stock up on goodies and place large orders for various substances. Gotta wait for the money to come first.

Since everyone is asleep, I'm thinking of doing a shot of Ketamine. The problem is that it's hidden in my bedroom, and I will wake my wife if I try to get the needle and vial. Not the first thing you wanna see when you first open your eyes! Oh, we'll see.

I'm hoping to get some decent sleep tonight, as I have a very busy week ahead of me.
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It didn't really process when I first got into the thread, but yeah, what the guy up there said ^^^^ Holy Shit that's a lot of stuff!

No wonder you did so much meth, you're on 10mg abilify. In my experience that pretty much deads any kind of positive or recreational effects from stimulants.

And dude, you need to be careful mixing that wild amount of benzos along with opioids. Even on ice that is a lot.

Stay safe man! Try and cut some of that stuff down though for real that's a lot
 
Parabolan said:
So we have a post asking about your nighty fix and another on morning intake. I believe we need a thread like this for what you've taken throughout the entire day (like a 24-hour period).

I'll start!

• (7) lines of ice, snorted and plugged, "did (10) day supply in (4) days, way to go! I'll regret it a lot when I run out, which is very soon. Then I will take a couple of weeks off ice, as this is getting out of control."

• 30mg Asenlix "powerful Mexican diet pills that turn into amphetamine when metabolized."

• 50mg Dexedrine Spansules

• 200mg Modafinil "a sample from my plug."

• 6mg Xanax

• 4mg Klonopin

• 40mg Valium "I don't have many left, even though that I always have some on me."

• 1mg Ativan "given to me by a dentist!"

• 20mg Ambien "need more."

• 600mg Gabapentin "have a few left."

• 400mg Tegretol

• 10mg Abilify

• 100mg Seroquel

• 450mg Wellbutrin "1st antidepressant I actually like, not so great for anxiety though."

• 20mg Lexapro

• 200mg Tramadol "found these in older stash, I wish I had found some Hydromorphone or something."

• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape "delicious!"

• Green Crack THC vape

• 100mg Viagra "a few pills left. I need more, and also more Cialis."

as you can probably see, I need to stock up on goodies and place large orders for various substances. Gotta wait for the money to come first.

Since everyone is asleep, I'm thinking of doing a shot of Ketamine. The problem is that it's hidden in my bedroom, and I will wake my wife if I try to get the needle and vial. Not the first thing you wanna see when you first open your eyes! Oh, we'll see.

I'm hoping to get some decent sleep tonight, as I have a very busy week ahead of me.
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too many stim combos, too many sedative combos, really man just too many combos fullstop, crazy and reckless dosing

you can't possibly know what's helpful/unhelpful with that kind of dosing and it's completely unsustainable

you also come across as quite proud of it and keen to list your consumption quantities at every opportunity, which again feels like a redflag from the outside looking in

no judge my friend just concern - which is what you're gonna get on an HR site and we're not gonna lie to you
 
Today I woke up feeling good after I had taken 80mg IM Ketamine and 30mg Ambien at bedtime. The experience I had last night was not scary, despite being difficult at the phase when I felt really close to death, yet was not scared. More of accepting of my fate. Both Ketamine and Ambien are weird drugs on their own. Imagine being taken together. Had good sleep too.

My intake for the day so far has been the following:

• Snorted (3) lines of ice, have (2) lines left.
• 2mg Xanax
• 50mg Dexedrine
• Lebanese Hashish vape
• 10mg Abilify
• 450mg Wellbutrin
• 4mg Klonopin
• 200mg Modafinil
• 1,000mg THC gummy bears
• 400mg Tegretol
• 900mg Gabapentin
• 30mg Asenlix
• 25mg Valium
• 20mg Lexapro
• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape
• 100mg Seroquel
• Sipping on lattes all day
• 20mg Cialis
• 20mg Ambien

After I finish the ice tonight or tomorrow morning, I'm going to take a one month break from opioids and ice. I believe I need it for (5) reasons:

1) Tolerance Reset

2) Started seeing both as a seriously potential problem. The cravings for both are real.

3) Would save some money and could probably catch up on some of my credit card balances.

4) More time to spend with family, even if cranky.

5) Would somehow have time to study for these professional designation renewal examinations that I have to sit through every three years.

I hope this month doesn't totally suck. My plug knows about the breaks I take, but this time it's longer. I have already told him not ro sell me any ice or opioids no matter what, and the guy actually listens and abstains from selling me anything during the period I tell him about upfront.

Gotta stock up on more benzos though.

Wish me luck!
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
too many stim combos, too many sedative combos, really man just too many combos fullstop, crazy and reckless dosing

you can't possibly know what's helpful/unhelpful with that kind of dosing and it's completely unsustainable

you also come across as quite proud of it and keen to list your consumption quantities at every opportunity, which again feels like a redflag from the outside looking in

no judge my friend just concern - which is what you're gonna get on an HR site and we're not gonna lie to you
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I totally understand your concerns. While it's true that I take too many drugs, I almost take therapeutic dosages of each. I know it's not an excuse because the overall intake is high.

It's worth mentioning that I usually take breaks from ice and opioids. Starting tomorrow, I won't take any opioids or ice for one month.

Thank you for your concerns, I do see the pattern of a potentially serious problem in the near future. Maybe taking breaks helps.

Oh by the way, am a benzo addict already, so I won't be taking a break from them for now. I have kicked a benzo habit before.
 
Parabolan said:
Today I woke up feeling good after I had taken 80mg IM Ketamine and 30mg Ambien at bedtime. The experience I had last night was not scary, despite being difficult at the phase when I felt really close to death, yet was not scared. More of accepting of my fate. Both Ketamine and Ambien are weird drugs on their own. Imagine being taken together. Had good sleep too.

My intake for the day so far has been the following:

• Snorted (3) lines of ice, have (2) lines left.
• 2mg Xanax
• 50mg Dexedrine
• Lebanese Hashish vape
• 10mg Abilify
• 450mg Wellbutrin
• 4mg Klonopin
• 200mg Modafinil
• 1,000mg THC gummy bears
• 400mg Tegretol
• 900mg Gabapentin
• 30mg Asenlix
• 25mg Valium
• 20mg Lexapro
• Peach Kiwi Melon Nicotine vape
• 100mg Seroquel
• Sipping on lattes all day
• 20mg Cialis
• 20mg Ambien

After I finish the ice tonight or tomorrow morning, I'm going to take a one month break from opioids and ice. I believe I need it for (5) reasons:

1) Tolerance Reset

2) Started seeing both as a seriously potential problem. The cravings for both are real.

3) Would save some money and could probably catch up on some of my credit card balances.

4) More time to spend with family, even if cranky.

5) Would somehow have time to study for these professional designation renewal examinations that I have to sit through every three years.

I hope this month doesn't totally suck. My plug knows about the breaks I take, but this time it's longer. I have already told him not ro sell me any ice or opioids no matter what, and the guy actually listens and abstains from selling me anything during the period I tell him about upfront.

Gotta stock up on more benzos though.

Wish me luck!
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Wishing you lots of luck for sure amigo :)💕💜🌺
 
Parabolan said:
I totally understand your concerns. While it's true that I take too many drugs, I almost take therapeutic dosages of each. I know it's not an excuse because the overall intake is high.

It's worth mentioning that I usually take breaks from ice and opioids. Starting tomorrow, I won't take any opioids or ice for one month.

Thank you for your concerns, I do see the pattern of a potentially serious problem in the near future. Maybe taking breaks helps.

Oh by the way, am a bBenzo addict already, so I won't be taking a break from them for now. I have kicked a benzo habit before.
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cool man, just keep yourself accountable <3

we can't outsource all our wellbeing to drugs - it never works
 
4g kratom (2 a.m.)
4g kratom (10 a.m.)
10mg cetirizine (for allergies)
10mg propanolol (for heart palpitations/anxiety)
1 big cup coffee (half decaf — dr. wants me to give it up due to aforementioned palpitations/anxiety but i can't ever seem to)

it's noon now and i am starting my day. i am trying to keep my kratom dosing to morning and bedtime but i usually break down and have some in the afternoon/evening too. i'm trying to get away from smoking weed all day, every day, because of concerns about my heart and also, again, it worsens my anxiety. even indica. i know it's probably seen as a joke of an addiction but i've been horribly dependent on pot since i was 15 and im 36 now. im in trauma therapy (emdr/ifs) and finally working through a lifetime of bullshit and weed interferes with the reprocessing, so i am now cutting it out completely at least 3 days a week (day before, day of, day after emdr session) in order for the therapy to be as effective as possible. i do not know if kratom interferes with it in the same way, but ive seen people saying anecdotally it doesn't, and i doubt i could stop it for days at a time anyway. it feels like the lesser of two evils as it keeps me from going out looking for pills.
 
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