Ok, so I have some news to report...
Finally had the chance to try some of the DW product. It had been over 6 months since my last roll.
The crystals were hydrous, so I knew that it was likely that I may need more to produce a usual effect. I decided to start with 130 mg, and follow with 70 mg. I considered the 140 mg suggested, but that was significantly above my usual starting point of 100 mg.
I took the 130 mg at 8:42 pm. By 9:11, I was coming up. This was the first obvious difference between this product and the product that I typically have access to. I usually do not note the "come up" on the other product until about an hour in to the experience. Also, interesting to me that this was the first time I felt that "old-school" burst of nausea on the come up. I stood up to run to the bathroom at one point. Have not experienced that in 13 years.
By 9:29 pm, I was over that come up and was rolling. So, all of this in under an hour.
At 9:38 pm, I noted eye dilation in the mirror. This was not the full black saucer pupils, but it was a noticeable, obvious dilation. This is also in contrast to the usual product that I have, where I do not typically see eye dilation. Later in the evening, the eye dilation had increased significantly.
I took the extra 70 mg at 10:16 pm.
At this point in the experience, I felt social. I wanted to talk to the people around me. I had energy. I walked a lot from one room to the other, inside to outside etc. These are all characteristics that I recall from my early days. I had several of those moments of semi-confessional comments, where I felt the need to express something that I would not have typically thought/said.
I was not, however, ever "balls to the wall" rolling. I do think that dosage would have likely corrected that. I felt like the elements were there that should have been there. If these were pills from the old days, I would have just eaten more pills till I got where I wanted to be. Honestly, I probably could have started with 200 mg. I don't think the weight of this product was reflective of the MDMA content. The other thing I noticed is that the effects felt very short-lasting. The plateau was incredibly short. The best of my old experiences continued in a seemingly endless fashion, with only one re-dose.
At 11:30 pm, I felt like the effects were waning. I had the option at that point for the party to stop, or to add on 100 mg of the "other" MDMA that I typically use. I hardly ever mix different products. Since these products were both lab tested, however, I did not feel like the same dangers were present. I also wanted to see if the tone of the experience changed with the product change.
So, all 11:30 pm I took 100 mg of the "sleepy" MDMA. This MDMA came into the experience and felt pretty cold. Obviously - as a second re-dose this is possibly due to diminished serotonin. However, the side-effect profile shifted noticeably. This MDMA caused an unpleasant jaw jitter. Not a jaw clenching. I feel like that difference is important. This MDMA produced a jittery shake that felt very mechanical. Brought sex into the experience shortly after this, and the sexual vibe was not as intense as it typically would be.
By 2 am I was basically at baseline. I stayed up with people till around 4 am, and then went to sleep with no issues at all. I feel fine today. No physical sickness, no dizziness. Based on how I am feeling right now, I do not expect to have any significant issues this week.
If you made it all the way through this post - thanks!
My overall conclusions here are:
1. The "sleepy" MDMA has active impurities. Those impurities are probably what has been causing my dizziness, sickness, nausea etc. in the days after rolling. Since I just took 100 mg of that product, I probably did not get enough of the impurities to have an impact.
2. Different MDMA products clearly have different effect profiles. Although a bit weak, the DW product brought back the pro-social, talkative vibe I remember from raving.
3. I am pretty motivated at this point to try other variants until I find one that I really like. I also feel like there is little point in taking the sleepy product ever again. There is clearly something not right in that product that makes me sick. I don't need that. For example, on NYE, I took 300 mg of that product and was so sick the next day I was couch ridden and could barely move.
I will keep posting updates. I am curious to know what you guys think about all this.