What is the Worst Thing You've Ever Done, and what is Your Biggest Regret?

[entheologian]

Binged on mdma for 3 months, totally fucked me up

 

[fastandbulbous]

This is very good advice. Stool softeners 100% for opiod constipation. Hope someone reads and remembers this incase it ever happens to them. Stimulant laxatives (the most common laxatives used) will make opiod constipation far worse and can cause you serious injuery when you're that blocked up

Laxido is a sugar alcohol laxative which can help. It's cheap and easily available

I recommend milk of magnesia - an old school, very hardcore, stool softener laxative. Milk of magensia wil literally take out everything and make the misery over much quicker. It is very intense though. Milk of magnesia is what you take after the ofther stuff hasnt worked and you don't want to call an ambulance

Milk of magnesia is actually a laxative, rather than a softener. Mg2+ ions are an osmotic laxative. It's the origin of the saying, "went through me like a dose of salts", the salts in question being Epsom salts (magnesium sulphate).

 

[tattooed Dude]

Worst thing I ever did was letting someone talk me into doing a line of crank when I was 14. Made my life very interesting. Lost alot of years to the system. Biggest regret is not doing anything with the opportunities in education that I was offered. But I will say that I am OK with who I am today. And if I didn't make the choices that I did, I would not be who I am or have what I do today.

 

[LoginNotSecure]

Had sex with the lights on.

 

[Lotus123]

Milk of magnesia is actually a laxative, rather than a softener. Mg2+ ions are an osmotic laxative. It's the origin of the saying, "went through me like a dose of salts", the salts in question being Epsom salts (magnesium sulphate).

Mg2+ ions draw in water as an osmotic laxative; 100% correct sir. Does this not also quality milk of magnesia as a stool softener as it is drawing in water to make everything softer so it can come out? If I am wrong and a stool softener is defined separately then I'm happy to be corrected. I care more about findng the truth and saving my arse (hehe) in future than my own ego

 

[Lotus123]

Binged on mdma for 3 months, totally fucked me up

Ouch. Your brain must have been mush after that. One night of MDMA is heavy neurotoxic

 

[blondin]

Ouch. Your brain must have been mush after that. One night of MDMA is heavy neurotoxic

Bolloxs i dgrte 4 years hntlklkkl. s77yh

 

[entheologian]

Ouch. Your brain must have been mush after that. One night of MDMA is heavy neurotoxic

I had crazy anxiety and shit short term memory

A ridiculous amount of negative effects for 3 months of use, people demonize opiates and pyros but I've used those for years without any noticeable cognitive decline

 

[Lotus123]

Probably cheating on my partner of 11 years with whom I have a daughter. Entered a manic episode, got diagnosed with Bipolar, had another child with woman I cheated with, split with her after a couple of years and am now alone and still trying to put my life back together.

I honestly think I’ll go to the grave feeling guilty about this misdemeanour. Although I do think we would have split anyway, this was not the way to have done it. My 11yr partner then went and entered another relationship (I think out of fear and desperation but could be wrong), moved in together and is now preggers. My eldest daughter has really been through it and for that I am extremely sorry.

The harshest part is even though you may feel "I don't deserve forgiveness" or "I don't deserve mercy", that doesn't mean you are right. It also doesn't mean you won't get it.

"I honestly think I'll go to the grave feeling guilty about this misdemeanour"

The cycle of guilt is part of the addiciton cycle. The sooner you let go of the guilt the sooner you can make amends. You can't change what you did in the past but you can take actions to help your loved ones now. You can choose to be a great father right now. Give yourself forgiveness, even if not for your own sake but for the sake of those you will be able to help if you do

 

[fastandbulbous]

Yeah, took me a while before I accepted that having an affair (not a person, but with ketamine) was something my ex had put in the past and it was only my guilt that kept things going.
I still talk to my ex and things have definitely improved since I stopped apologizing

 

[mr peabody]

Weed was the worst. That absolutely WRECKED my life when I was in my 20s. I lost everything, and believe me, it wasn't worth it.

I was married, had a good (state) job, and I was a full time college student (all expenses paid including apartment). I started dealing, and gradually that took over my entire life. Eventually I quit my job, dropped out of college, and finally broke up with my wife. Fortunately, I was never arrested or had any children. I thought I could handle weed, but that was just a stupid self deception. I was dealing weed and hash. I would not wish what happened to me on anyone. It was a nightmare that I still deeply regret all these years later.​

 

[Nas47]

sounds unbeleievable man...are u sure,that the weed isthe reasone?not that is not possible,but never heard before about such case...everything is possible.abstain from it forever mate than

 

[mr peabody]

sounds unbeleievable man...are u sure,that the weed isthe reasone?not that is not possible,but never heard before about such case...everything is possible.abstain from it forever mate than

Absolutely certain. I'm a strong guy, believe me, and I had this great life. I was a fallen man, in every sense. Everything I had worked so hard for—we're talking years of work—all gone. I only tell my story as a warning to others, because it's something that can happen, so beware!

 

[AlsoTapered]

Took a worse job so make GF happy. I would have made another $140000 in 1999 cash.

But it's done.

 

[smokeymcpot42088]

I have a feeling that trying crack/smack/meth is gonna dominate this thread.

Mine: trying smack lol.

If that's disallowed then it's falling asleep first this one night. Fuck

Mine is also falling asleep first one night. My damn birthday too..... I shoulda closed the room down; almost my duty. Fuck and Im sorry for whatever happened on your end.

I regret that my abilities exceed my limitations in many ways.

However I can hold my head high every day, never was a snitch, never did anything directly against my own GPs so I remain a proud warrior.

 

[axe battler]

Mine is also falling asleep first one night. My damn birthday too..... I shoulda closed the room down; almost my duty. Fuck and Im sorry for whatever happened on your end.

I regret that my abilities exceed my limitations in many ways.

However I can hold my head high every day, never was a snitch, never did anything directly against my own GPs so I remain a proud warrior.

Thanks mate. Yeah if I was awake I could have got her naloxoned back but yeah... It's always gonna hurt but I've just got to live life as best I can.
And you shouldn't feel guilty about it. I know it'll always pop into my conscience, but deep down, it really wasn't my fault, just a fucking tragic thing that happened sadly. PM me if you feel you would like to talk more privately, bro.

 

[smokeymcpot42088]

Absolutely certain. I'm a strong guy, believe me, and I had this great life. I was a fallen man, in every sense. Everything I had worked so hard for—we're talking years of work—all gone. I only tell my story as a warning to others, because it's something that can happen, so beware!

If you do not mind could you share your story or PM it to me? You are the exception to the general rule. Most of my curiosity lays in whether it was your consumption of MJ that brought you down or the laws stigmas and viewpoints associated with marijuana. I am genuinely interested.

I felt like pot may have wrecked my life when i was on probation, than decided it was totally society and not the pot at all. You seem intelligent and firm in your view, so I want to hear it out....

 

[mr peabody]

You're welcome to email me at [email protected]. I assure you, in my case, the laws, stigmas and viewpoints associated with marijuana were not a factor. I thought I could handle weed and still function as normal, but I could not have been more wrong. In my personal opinion, weed's greatest danger is its seemingly innocuous nature. Used daily (especially in the strength now commonly available), weed has an insidious effect the user is not even aware of. You literally have to stop smoking it completely for a whole month for the fog to lift!

If you've managed to successfully quit, well done. If not, walk away immediately. Here are some articles that may interest you:​

Cannabis smoking in teenage years linked to adulthood depression

Study finds one in 14 cases in under-35s could be avoided if teenagers did not use the drug

www.theguardian.com

Cannabis-related psychosis, addiction, ER visits: For young users, marijuana can be a dangerous game

Not long ago when Joseph Garbely, chief medical officer for the Caron Foundation, reviewed younger patients starting drug or alcohol treatment on his unit, he usually saw people shaking, sick and seizing from alcohol or opioid withdrawal. Marijuana was seldom what put them in those medical beds.

medicalxpress.com

High potency pot 'strongly linked' to psychosis: study

High potency cannabis, especially when used daily, is "strongly linked" to the risk of developing psychotic disorders such as schizophrenia and paranoia, scientists said Wednesday.

medicalxpress.com

'I was using all the time': One man's experience with cannabis and psychosis

A growing body of research suggests some subgroups of people with family history of schizophrenia or bipolar disorder may be more susceptible to cannabis-induced psychosis, which one Ontario man says he experienced firsthand after developing a ‘full-blown addiction’ to cannabis by the time he...

www.ctvnews.ca

Super-strength cannabis blamed for high rates of psychosis in London

‘In Brexit Britain we are leading in one area still – and that is the frequency of psychosis’

www.independent.co.uk

Will Smoking Weed Affect My Anxiety?

The stronger the cannabis you're smoking, the more likely you are to experience adverse side effects.

www.vice.com

Smoking skunk cannabis triples risk of serious psychotic episode, says research

Study of patients at south London hospitals finds those who smoked skunk every day had five times the normal risk of psychosis

www.theguardian.com

Cannabis-Induced Psychosis in Teenagers and Young Adults: Risk Factors, Detection, Management - Psychiatry Advisor

An increasing number of adolescents and young adults use cannabis for recreational or medicinal purposes, unaware that potential adverse effects include psychosis.

www.psychiatryadvisor.com

Study of 23,000 marijuana users reveals 3 types of people at risk of withdrawal

Analysis of 23,000 weed smokers reveals that exactly how many people struggle with marijuana withdrawal, and which smokers may have higher risk.

www.inverse.com

Systematic review uncovers cannabis withdrawal syndrome among 47% of regular cannabis users

A literature review of 47 studies found that nearly half of cannabis users met criteria for cannabis withdrawal syndrome. The review was published in The

www.psypost.org

Concord Monitor

The Concord Monitor is a Pulitzer Prize winning daily newspaper and website located in the capital city of New Hampshire. The Concord Monitor is Central NH's dominant media with more than 70 percent household penetration. The Monitor is a key source of news and information for Concord, NH.

www.concordmonitor.com

New research raises questions about the link between cannabis use and depression among adolescents

New research published in Drug and Alcohol Dependence has found a complicated and counterintuitive relationship between cannabis use among adolescents and

www.psypost.org

40% of current cannabis users score positive for disorder

The study, conducted by health experts in UCC and the Health Research Board, suggests that the findings should be considered in the ongoing debate about the liberalisation of cannabis laws.

www.irishexaminer.com

High Potency Cannabis Linked to Anxiety Disorder, More Serious Cannabis Use - Psychiatry Advisor

Policy changes have occurred alongside the proliferation of high potency cannabis, which may lead to more memory issues or psychotic effects.

www.psychiatryadvisor.com

Can You Get Addicted to Weed?

Marijuana, also known as weed, is not a harmless substance; it is possible to become addicted to weed. Learn more about the signs, risks, and effects of marijuana.

www.verywellmind.com

Contrary to widespread belief, cannabis addiction is possible. Here’s what it’s like - National | Globalnews.ca

Lots of people think cannabis can't be physically addictive. So did two people we talked to — until experience taught them otherwise.

globalnews.ca

High potency cannabis linked to higher rates of psychosis - Neuroscience News

Daily use of cannabis with high concentrations of THC is linked to an increased risk of experiencing psychosis-like symptoms.

neurosciencenews.com

Cannabis Use Disorder (Marijuana Addiction): Know The Signs

Cannabis use disorder (CUD)—or, marijuana addiction —is increasingly common in the United States. Know the signs and learn which treatments can help.

www.psycom.net

High-Potency Marijuana Use Linked with Psychosis Risk

People who use high-potency marijuana on a daily basis may be at increased risk for developing psychosis.

www.livescience.com

 

[golego55]

Reading 25 pages of "On the Road" and not suing Jack Kerouac for the time wasted. BTW, if anyone here thinks they're about to do the next worst thing because of drugs you're planning on taking...feel free to send the drugs to me instead.

 

[crazyhairman]

I have a top ten or tier list for anything like that in my life lol