MephedroneCandy
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It really gave me too much noradrenaline, I was twitching and fidgeting like the craziest tweaker in the world with HUGE eye balls and could not sleep at all. During the withdrawal of just a week of daily use I had so much anhedonia and fatigue that even go drinking water was difficult. Racemic amphetamine is just unusable for common adhd. Probably they approved it for cases of very specific inattentive ADHD as a fast acting alternative of strattera or narcolepsy.I would definitely feel more confident that acetone and water washed amphetamine is of acceptable purity for consumption than stuff clearly labelled – NOT FOR CONSUMPTION. Getting a test for amphetamine and making sure, or at least quite confident in what you got is a good idea, getting it sent for testing is even better idea. Only plus of getting your daily meds in form of RCs is legality. Doing RC stims for fun and novelty from time to time is another thing compared to opting for some RC as your daily med to go.
For real it is really bad, I had the ugliest experience OF MY LIFE during withdrawal.
It was REALLY REALLY bad I don't really know how to describe it. I was just watching videos of animals that ate other animals thinking that we will all die and everything is useless and meaningless without the will power to go drinking water or eat. I was thinking crazy stuff for real that now fortunately I can't remember (noradrenaline is important to create memories). I was the most depressed human in the world. And that was especially because of noradrenaline depletion, even standing up was difficult psychologically.
By comparing adderal and eveko side effects and dosages you can see that the list is a lot longer in eveko and the maximum daily recommended dose is just 40 mg vs 60 mg.
Even with the crazy stimulation, I still took it for a week because I was still inexperienced and I really didn't know there was a really big practical difference between racemic and adderal, so I was taking adderal dosages and reading experiences of it because I though they were practical the same in the end, understimating the effects because "well those are the (adderal's) dosages everyone take, maybe after a few days I will be able to sleep". But during withdrawal I was enlightened by the truth that I was really really wrong (mediated by catatonic depression, because low noradrenaline is one of the causes).
The image of myself at the mirror was HORRIFIC. Do you know when you are high and you watch yourself at the mirror and you are amazed by your beauty and you want to fuck yourself? It was the same exact opposite. The whole world was permeated of uglyness especially my mirror image, just like horror movies.
Thankfully after a few days unexpectedly I randomly returned normal and it was a lot years ago (my first trial to treat ADHD).
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