phuckingnutz
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Psychedelics have taught me that enlightenment is out there, but even when found is fleeting and must be constantly sought and re-sought to keep it in your life.
For me, psychedelics have helped me through various stages of personal development. They have taught me about respecting each substance as an entity, for all things are alive and have their own consciousness.
I have learned about the nature of God, that the concept of God is simply (and complexly) a babushka doll. I think of myself as a cell in a larger organism which could be earth (think gaia theory), which is a cell in the larger organism that is the cosmos. This goes on for many layers, I think. And we are all bound by energy and that energy is love. I have found the importance of transmitting love to the best of my ability at all times. This, ultimately, is spirituality. Love and fogiveness.
Whatever we do to others and the world around us, we do to ourselves. This is another big lesson.
LSD has definitely been a more analytical psychedelic for me, and has not been as much of a teacher as a tool. For this reason, I no longer believe in LSD for growth and prefer plant teachers such as mushrooms or San Pedro cacti because I believe that they contain wisdom that transcends our world. Man-made molecules lack the full spectrum of alkaloids that plants contain, thus losing the full essence and spirit of the plant. It's as if someone extracted all the serotonin from my body and said "if we drink sidestyle's serotonin, we will learn all the wisdom he has to teach." You would learn much more if you were to talk to me or if you were to make a diagnosis of my full body and brain. I believe plants are the same way and the chemicals that they contain. Smoked and injected DMT, for example, hardly have the transformative effects of ayahuasca (though I haven't taken ayahuasca yet).
I have taken many RCs and they have taught me things, but the knowledge did not come from an outside entity or "source." It was simply shifts in perception.
We are all one!
I hate people. I don't want any connection with people. I despise it. My eyes burn with hatred and disgust.
Psychedelics helped me realise that there is no such thing as value, as good or bad, in an objective sense. The quality of your life is purely subjective. You have the choice, at all times and in all circumstances, to make the decision about how you will feel. Everything is relative, nothing is of more importance then anything else unless we make it so. We have the complete and fully-formed power to make our life whatever we want- and it is the realisation of this that will lead to actual unconditional happiness and contentedness. The only real choice we need to make is when we will take up, and use, that power. Unlike so much, it is there for everybody and at any time.