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Frumious Bandersnatch
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As many of you may have seen my write before, sobriety for me is first and foremost as state of mind. But a more accurate term wouldn't be mind, but being.
What most characterizes sobriety most for me is probably healthy relationships with others (re setting healthy boundaries and respecting the boundaries of others) and ethical conduct/lifestyle. A big part of my sobriety is focused on being connected with my body (sensations, healthy self image, etc). And, perhaps more than anything, it's characterized by resiliency - that is, picking myself up when I make a mistake, learning from it, not continuing to engage in similar mistakes, and moving on with my life.
Actually, what most characterizes my sobriety is presenting myself accurate to others (i.e. not just trying to pass as someone I'm not), being authentic about what matters to me, and feeling good about who I am. A healthy sense of self. And it also seems to have revolved around being held in high esteem for who I am authentically (again, not just because I've passed myself off as someone I'm not).
A lot of what characterizes a healthy lifestyle also characterizes sobriety I think. My sobriety is centered around abstinence from harmful patterns of behavior more than just drug use. Drug use may or may not (depends on the drug, kind of use, its impact on my life, etc) be the problem at hand. It's NOT just about not using drugs. Not using drugs is probably one of the less significant aspects of my recovery - it's about waaaay more than whether or not I'm using drugs, it's about the entire course and character of my life. And life is about waaaay more than whether or not I'm using drugs.
What most characterizes sobriety most for me is probably healthy relationships with others (re setting healthy boundaries and respecting the boundaries of others) and ethical conduct/lifestyle. A big part of my sobriety is focused on being connected with my body (sensations, healthy self image, etc). And, perhaps more than anything, it's characterized by resiliency - that is, picking myself up when I make a mistake, learning from it, not continuing to engage in similar mistakes, and moving on with my life.
Actually, what most characterizes my sobriety is presenting myself accurate to others (i.e. not just trying to pass as someone I'm not), being authentic about what matters to me, and feeling good about who I am. A healthy sense of self. And it also seems to have revolved around being held in high esteem for who I am authentically (again, not just because I've passed myself off as someone I'm not).
A lot of what characterizes a healthy lifestyle also characterizes sobriety I think. My sobriety is centered around abstinence from harmful patterns of behavior more than just drug use. Drug use may or may not (depends on the drug, kind of use, its impact on my life, etc) be the problem at hand. It's NOT just about not using drugs. Not using drugs is probably one of the less significant aspects of my recovery - it's about waaaay more than whether or not I'm using drugs, it's about the entire course and character of my life. And life is about waaaay more than whether or not I'm using drugs.