Yeah I always got turned down when I mentioned Xanax which I'm sort of happy about, I think Clonazapam is a much better option, a lot longer half-life so you don't have to take it so often and I believe tapering off it wouldn't be as brutal. No GP will prescribe me either so lately I've been self-medicating with Etizolam which works great. I've got easy access to them so it's gonna be tricky but I'm gonna do my best to stay away.
I actually had my first Chinese massage the other day and it was pretty brutal but felt very extremely relaxed afterwards. I'm definitly going to try meditation, stretching and will look into all this other stuff before I go back to the benzos.
I also stumbled across this today which has a lot of CBT techniques that seem like they could help: http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f26/anxiety-techniques-111728/
I actually had my first Chinese massage the other day and it was pretty brutal but felt very extremely relaxed afterwards. I'm definitly going to try meditation, stretching and will look into all this other stuff before I go back to the benzos.
I also stumbled across this today which has a lot of CBT techniques that seem like they could help: http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f26/anxiety-techniques-111728/