Hey guys
I suffer social anxiety, I've been using various benzo's for about a year and they have helped a lot (presribed but also self-medicated as tolerance grew). I'm at a point where I know I have to give up the benzos as they won't cure the problem and my tolerance is just getting higher. I excersize reguarly and eat pretty well but it doesn't fix my anxiety. I've tried CBT and it didn't seem to work, just made me feel worse and more aware of my condition and resulted in a few panic attacks and fustration with the physcologist because I couldn't open up enough even though I tried.
I've passed the stage of benzo withdrawl and although it would be easy to order some more, I'm not going to and have a resisted for a few weeks. I'm only 21 and the only jobs I've had is in retail and although I'd like to work in a less social environment I can't seem to find work in one. Once I stopped taking benzos I left my retail job as I had expected. I'm now in a poverty trap. I have little motivation to go out and find a new job as I know I'm going to freeze up in interviews and my anxiety is going to set in.
The only other treatment that seems avaliable is SSRI's but I'm afraid it will destroy my passion for making music. I write very emotional lyrics that a lot of people enjoy and relate to and I'm afraid that taking SSRI's will take that ability away as I know it's a known side effect.
Now what is your advise? Should I just go ahead with what all the GP's say and just take their damn anti-depressants or is their other options? Also which anti-depressant should I take? I need to get back on my feet asap because as I said before I'm in a povery trap and also owe a lot of money so getting back to work is essential.
Thanks in advance.
I suffer social anxiety, I've been using various benzo's for about a year and they have helped a lot (presribed but also self-medicated as tolerance grew). I'm at a point where I know I have to give up the benzos as they won't cure the problem and my tolerance is just getting higher. I excersize reguarly and eat pretty well but it doesn't fix my anxiety. I've tried CBT and it didn't seem to work, just made me feel worse and more aware of my condition and resulted in a few panic attacks and fustration with the physcologist because I couldn't open up enough even though I tried.
I've passed the stage of benzo withdrawl and although it would be easy to order some more, I'm not going to and have a resisted for a few weeks. I'm only 21 and the only jobs I've had is in retail and although I'd like to work in a less social environment I can't seem to find work in one. Once I stopped taking benzos I left my retail job as I had expected. I'm now in a poverty trap. I have little motivation to go out and find a new job as I know I'm going to freeze up in interviews and my anxiety is going to set in.
The only other treatment that seems avaliable is SSRI's but I'm afraid it will destroy my passion for making music. I write very emotional lyrics that a lot of people enjoy and relate to and I'm afraid that taking SSRI's will take that ability away as I know it's a known side effect.
Now what is your advise? Should I just go ahead with what all the GP's say and just take their damn anti-depressants or is their other options? Also which anti-depressant should I take? I need to get back on my feet asap because as I said before I'm in a povery trap and also owe a lot of money so getting back to work is essential.
Thanks in advance.