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Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 25, 2002
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- 238
Well - you guys made me feel a little bit better.
I'm going to the doc soon to find out how to get help with a kratom addiction. I'd say its comparable to codeine - nothing like M or H.
Although, I cant say I have just a kratom problem. I was just on a methadone binge last week, all week, 7 days straight, granted only about 20mg a day....
either way, withdrawal from opiates sucks period.
This is what I get just from kratom withdrawls, starting 12 hours after my last dose - and lasting 3-5 days (I guess, at the 3-5 day mark I cant take it any longer, and if I'm out of kratom I go get some oxy or M)
-Anxiety like feeling in the pit of my stomach, but a physical type of anxiety - I guess its called RLS...because you have to constantly move or its unbearable. And I do mean unbearable.
-Absolute fatigue during the day. 3 cups of coffee and just the idea of walking up or down stairs is so fucking draining.
-Inability to sleep more than 30min at a time, NO EXCEPTION (not even sleeping pills)
-Hot flashes then horrible cold chills...then hot flashes again.
-having to run into a warm bath because you are so fucking cold - only to jump out because you just got way to fucking hot
-nightmares - the worst ever, usually involving cartoonish M or Oxy pills 50x times their size (dont ask)
-Inability to function at work, school, or even talk to anyone. This is probably the worst - taking 5 classes and working 25 hours a week does not leave any chance of detoxing open.
-depression, anxiety, HOPELESSNESS
-If I do manage to make it into work - feeling as if everyone is conspiring against me
-yawning, watery eyes, constant fatigue, clouded mind
and thats only kratom withdrawl
I really feel for you guys who have it 100x worse then I do - I dont see how you guys make it
I'm going to the doc soon to find out how to get help with a kratom addiction. I'd say its comparable to codeine - nothing like M or H.
Although, I cant say I have just a kratom problem. I was just on a methadone binge last week, all week, 7 days straight, granted only about 20mg a day....
either way, withdrawal from opiates sucks period.
This is what I get just from kratom withdrawls, starting 12 hours after my last dose - and lasting 3-5 days (I guess, at the 3-5 day mark I cant take it any longer, and if I'm out of kratom I go get some oxy or M)
-Anxiety like feeling in the pit of my stomach, but a physical type of anxiety - I guess its called RLS...because you have to constantly move or its unbearable. And I do mean unbearable.
-Absolute fatigue during the day. 3 cups of coffee and just the idea of walking up or down stairs is so fucking draining.
-Inability to sleep more than 30min at a time, NO EXCEPTION (not even sleeping pills)
-Hot flashes then horrible cold chills...then hot flashes again.
-having to run into a warm bath because you are so fucking cold - only to jump out because you just got way to fucking hot
-nightmares - the worst ever, usually involving cartoonish M or Oxy pills 50x times their size (dont ask)
-Inability to function at work, school, or even talk to anyone. This is probably the worst - taking 5 classes and working 25 hours a week does not leave any chance of detoxing open.
-depression, anxiety, HOPELESSNESS
-If I do manage to make it into work - feeling as if everyone is conspiring against me
-yawning, watery eyes, constant fatigue, clouded mind
and thats only kratom withdrawl
I really feel for you guys who have it 100x worse then I do - I dont see how you guys make it