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What Are You CRAVING v. I wanna be sedated

Birthday is in a few days. All I want is some MDA, Ketamine, and Oxycodone and I'll be set. Sprinkle some LSD in there too and it'll be absolutely perfect. ;)
 
small stuff. opioids... but Im having a damn difficult time finding anything! Had been relying on a mediator but he moved. Now it's just my sunday school teacher face to figure it out...
 
The OTC codeine 300-600mg priorly potentiated by 50mg promethazine, after a year off opiates, including the substitutes. I've been using more than I think I should....

Personally:
I would love ❤ soma's, Pharmaceutical ketamine, then eph. Lotsa it! Lol

Get a good "days" sleep so as to feel better and rested. Have a good meal before the festivities begin tonight and it's festivities begin :)
Spoiler alert

5-MAPB soirée with my girlfriend, her best friend who is a great friends boyfriend, plenty of various further Legal RCs and free quality Rx benzodiazépines.

Later's to ya all

Peace!
 
Not fucking meth unless that shit is in a sealed baggie and i'm threatened that the drug cartel will chop my fucking dick off if i open the bag.
 
Still craving the same; good ole opiates.
Been forever since I did some H. So I guess a nice shot of some high quality east coast powder.
 
Craving for life! Trying very hard to let go my 'rush' memories.
 
Some roxy 30s, perc 10s, like 2 xanax bars, 2g of ice, 6pack of tall boys, ounce of northern lights.
 
A break from stress & pain & life in general.
For once not really drugs as oddly it doesn't feel as though they'd "fit"?.
Maybe they would help but have done a decent amount of Dilaudid as of late.
Basically to make sure I could got to/through specialist Dr. Appts.
Have also been taking some extra Klonopin & Neurontin to help calm the system.
Along with the Dillies for the stated reason.
Now after having gotten through most Appts. for a while anyways.
Well a few week break outside of my therapist.
Which isn't usually stressful, usually I just bullshit about books, neuroscience, etc. & we just converse.
So not worried about that next week, but having to taper back off Dilaudid is appearing daunting.
As oddly symptoms seem worse since I'm taking ER Morphine as prescribed for pain; not that it works.
Especially at my current reduced dosage, which I will also have to cut more before I see PM
Oddly the Dilaudid w/d's actually seem worse with taking the ER Morphine than with nothing.
NSFW:

I guess perhaps a break from being dependent on Opiates & Benzo's & the like would be what I'm craving.
Maybe a chance to experience substances without all the dependency & withdrawal issues.

Perhaps if I can ever get an answer about Remeron (Mirtazapine) interacting with Ketamine.
If it affects the "rush" of IV drugs in general, IE. Opiates.
Or answers to any other interaction questions outside of the K question.
Then maybe I could finally give the K I've had for quite a while a try.
I've sniffed it a few times but that's about it, if it doesn't interact...

Perhaps IV K with just enough opiates/benzo's in system to keep w/d's at bay.
Maybe that miight be the "break" I'm needing.
Sort of like a way to reset my thoughts like some do with Psychedelics.
Not sure as I've never K holed but anecdotally it seems like it might be what I'm looking for.
As nasally I enjoyed it so perhaps I do enjoy Disassociatives.
Whereas I don't generally enjoy Psychedelics, to many bad experiences perhaps.
Who knows, but I should digress as I'm beginning to ramble.
Regardless this isn't really the thread for my thoughts;or introspection.
So I apologize for having taken the thread space, it just seemed appropriate to explain my craving.

I guess maybe I'm just craving a change in general? :|
 
I would kill for some quality MXE right now; ounce or more to be set aside for personal use.

Unfortunately, I'm no longer up to date with the RC scene like I used to be (not my smartest move in hindsight...)

For some reason like 70-80mg methadone + 65-70mg diazepam sublingually sounds warm and inviting right now. I like the strong sedative/euphoric synergy between the two. Guess it's a habit from my MMT days.
 
3-FPM, Meph, MDMA, MDEA, Heroin, some rigs and some company.
 
SproutOnSmack said:
3-FPM, Meph, MDMA, MDEA, Heroin, some rigs and some company.
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sounds like an interesting time.
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id lovee for this 8 hr shift to be done with, cause then id be on my way to disc jam.
throw some ket in there, with some dope and id be one happy girl.

soon enough though!
 
I'm really hoping to hit on some good acid soon. I hate living in a small town when it comes to getting doses, I can get shrooms for days ( and I do love shrooms) but you can't beat a good acid trip from time to time.
 
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