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⫸STICKY⫷ We Will Never Forget You, EADDerz

He didn't know it, but when I was in a rough patch he really helped me out, put a smile on my face for the first time in ages.

I never said thank you.
 
<3 <3 <3 Tom

I'm so grateful I got to know you.

I'm listening to Brendan's Death Song and it's bringing back a lot of great memories with you. I hope you know how much it meant to me that you shared all that with me.
Thought about the sleeve thing earlier and couldn't stop laughing. I bet you're still bright red from that, wherever you are now.
Maybe I'll even manage to crack out some Marilyn Manson later tonight. Would probably need more drugs than what we had for that, though.
But I know you're okay because you're back with Aaron now. I'm so incredibly sorry life here wasn't better to you. And whatever it is that comes after death, I know you're happier there.
I'm still really going to fucking miss you though.
 
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I would like to mention Xamkou.
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What the fuck. This is upsetting to see; I've just come back on and was looking for him in the drone thread.

Our Meph porn pictures used to start off my stimshits.

R.I.P.

I can barely believe it.
 
This is bizarre. I'm back for the first time in ages to see so many great people have passed on.
It's so surreal, hearing of them leaving us, when I never really knew them at all. I'd never met any of them in person, but they still left an impact on me in some way, some certainly more than others.

So, here's to all who have left, may they Rest in Peace. <3
 
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Been thinking about Tom a lot tonight, I'm not quite sure why.
I booked my tickets for Sydney recently and we'd always talked about how I'd go visit him in Bangkok on my way there. Now I'm getting a connection in Hong Kong instead though, and somehow that feels like a big deal. It's stupid but it's really affecting me.
He also missed my birthday recently. I got a message from his wife and it felt like that brought him back to life a bit...but it didn't. I wish he'd been there for my birthday.

I miss him.
 
When we toast in the New Year tonight, raise your glass and spare a thought for those we have lost this year.
Mugz,Cornishman,Pontifex and Charlie Clean.
Apologies if I have missed anyone out. They are all missed by us.
 
Step Lightly all my fallen EaDD comrades ,

n a big shout to life long friend "Pigeon" who tragically died at just 40 years old" Yeah Believe " ;)
 
Why....

Won't the last posting show unless I "preview" a reply? Many apologies to everybody for my insensitive messing in this thread. Sorry.
 
Wait, woahhhh. Charlie Clean has passed away? I have been away for a while but when and how did this happen?
 
Charlie Clean was a clever guy and I rarely disagreed with a word of his that I read. RIP.

In other news; my dad died on Tuesday and while he wasn't a BLer he was an alcoholic, which in the end was his downfall (a horrible pun as he fell from his balcony).
 
Charlie Clean really was a great bloke indeed. He helped me out with knowing my rights etc when I was having problems with my DSP.
He never liked people to say they were getting 'clean' as it inferred that they were somehow 'dirty' or unclean just because they used drugs.
A big loss to us here.
Sorry to hear about your loss Scire
 
Thanks for the link wcote. CC was a great guy and although I didn't really chat to him much personally when I was around and modding, he was always there giving sound educated advice. What a loss to BL and, indeed, the World.

Score, I'm truly sorry to hear about your father. Words cannot begin to express how you must Ben feeling right now. Was he an old man? Not that it matters, I suppose. If you would like to chat please feel free to send me a PM.
 
Glitched said:
Thanks for the link wcote. CC was a great guy and although I didn't really chat to him much personally when I was around and modding, he was always there giving sound educated advice. What a loss to BL and, indeed, the World.

Score, I'm truly sorry to hear about your father. Words cannot begin to express how you must Ben feeling right now. Was he an old man? Not that it matters, I suppose. If you would like to chat please feel free to send me a PM.
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He would have been 48 on the 16th; police think he fell off of his balcony. Thanks for all of your support.
 
I'd just like to wish my best to the families of those who have died this year.
RIP guys, the forum is certainly for the poorer without you guys. <3
 
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