^ when people of your experience level are reporting these "Zaps" I guess I gotta think you are on the level.
But man, I also gotta say, and please believe me I mean no disrespect, but I have a hard time not believing something else like group-hysteria, or maybe a whole new generation that are on Ritalin or something like that which in interaction is causing them. Because in 30 years of tripping and reading I NEVER heard anything about this shit till reports began on the net a few years ago. Then once reports on the net began they seemed to amplify themselves... more and more talk about them all the time, like a self-fulfilling prophesy or a self-amplifying "feedback loop" meme or something psychosocial in nature, not any true actual pharmacological phenomenon.
Go back and look at all the classic printed literature about psychedelic experience on a whole array of substances. There is no whacked out talk of "Brain Zaps" every third report there.
Something weird is going on. I just smell it.
The massive number of Ritalin kids in the last 10-15 years? An entire generation of drama-queens? What?
Before I address this let me clarify my medication. I was prescribed this medication as an anti-depressant back in January of this year. All my life I have always been against depression medications, being the first to say that a person should over come this kind of thing on their own, all that. However, having experienced what I experienced last winter, without going into detail, I hit 10 miles below rock bottom and was at the point where I was ready to try absolutely anything besides the gun to get out of this hole. The doc gave me this, I didn't want it, I don't feel like it helped and I don't want to take it anymore either. I have over come my depression and anxiety long ago, I feel that the meds had NOTHING to do with it because I honestly turned my life around and made everything right again, and I wasn't happy until I did so. I do not have a seizure disorder or bipolar or anything like that, however, I will never rule out the possibility of some kind of imbalance. After all, I'm often messing with my brain as we all are.....we're here on BL aren't we?
Now this:
I understand you mean no disrespect but there's quite a bit of tainted assumption in there. Judging from your response, you must be somewhat of an old schooler. I am most certainly not of the generation of 'ritalin kids' you speak of, nor have I even seen a ritalin pill in my life. Trust me, this generation you speak of came after me because I used to use the term 'ritalin kid' too.
I'm surprised the answer isn't more clear to you. Obviously, the internet was not around when you first started tripping (you said 30+ years, correct?). As of later years, internet usage has exploded exponentially and continues to do so, therefor more people are using it, more people are posting on it, and low and behold, you're going to read more and more reports of things like this. Everyone in the world is different, everyone is going to experience different things in different ways, and when you connect all of these people together via one single location of information, all these varieties of people are going to become more apparent. This is pretty simple and straight forward, not hard to figure out.
I'm not really sure how in the world you pulled
"self-fulfilling prophesy or a self-amplifying "feedback loop" meme or something psychosocial in nature, not any true actual pharmacological phenomenon" from this. From your response you seem quite closed minded and ignorant, and as you said, I don't mean any disrespect by that, just honesty. Is it not reasonable that someone might experience some kind of weird effect on a POWERFUL psychedelic drug? What is wrong with that? How do you get 'ritalin kid' and 'self-fulfilling prophesy or a self-amplifying "feedback loop" meme' from someone asking about something that feels like a brain zap? You can't tell me that when you first started experimenting with drugs you didn't have any questions.
If anything, I'd say it's quite responsible of me to find out what the hell is going on here before I just blindly go munching on more drugs thinking "Oh, I better just nut up because I don't want to seem like a pussy." That's how people end up dead. Notice I'm still here.
You bet your ass I have read up on metric TONS of old literature, information, essays, you name it, on psychedelic drugs (not to mention all other kinds of drugs), experiences, the science, chemistry, neurology and theory behind it all, etc.. Just because YOU never heard of anything like this doesn't mean it doesn't exist, never happened, and anyone who claims to have it happened to is obviously a drama queen, a 'ritalin kid' or something else that is beneath you and your wisdom. This is the dictionary definition of ignorance.
In short, I think you're confusing someone trying to stay well informed with someone crying for attention. Either that, or you think that I'm part of the pack mentality and end up freaking out just because everyone else is. Oh no I can't pay attention in math class I must have ADD like everyone else!!! Trust me, you got the wrong guy.
I apologize if I seem defensive, because well....I am. I know you meant no offense but I did take a bit being called a 'ritalin kid' and all. No beef, just honesty. I understand what you're talking about, and I actually do agree with the subject of how more and more people succumb to the pack mentality, however, I ain't that yo!!1
Cheers,