So I bought 5 caps off a friend, I opened them up and they had small crystal shards of a clear/brown tinge complexion).
Now I took a drug holiday to roll last night, so I cut out venlafaxine for a few days.
I took first two and I felt pretty good, nice warm happy buzzing feelings. Got into the club and my friend bought us all these drinks and I felt even better, I went inside and took another 3 caps.
Then I was charging feeling good, but all of a sudden got a huge overhaul feeling of anxiety. Like I saw a girl there who I dont really have feelings for, but suddenly was totally cut up and upset she was with another guy. This has pretty much never happened to me. I suddenly became hugely withdrawl socially and didn't want to dance.
Any ideas of the cause?
I havent taken mdma for about 6 months prior, prior that im actually pretty good with it; very social, always making out with girls etc.
Now I took a drug holiday to roll last night, so I cut out venlafaxine for a few days.
I took first two and I felt pretty good, nice warm happy buzzing feelings. Got into the club and my friend bought us all these drinks and I felt even better, I went inside and took another 3 caps.
Then I was charging feeling good, but all of a sudden got a huge overhaul feeling of anxiety. Like I saw a girl there who I dont really have feelings for, but suddenly was totally cut up and upset she was with another guy. This has pretty much never happened to me. I suddenly became hugely withdrawl socially and didn't want to dance.
Any ideas of the cause?
I havent taken mdma for about 6 months prior, prior that im actually pretty good with it; very social, always making out with girls etc.
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