JoeTheStoner
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 24, 2008
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ugh, im fuckin up. feel weak/helpless to addiction when there are opiates within arms reach, how can i say no and i already been on 4+ days straight when using for a week+ then i get wd symptons and feel like shit for another week... i want to say no of course but can't fight the feelin. thing is, sure i'll fiend if none are around but i've gotten by weeks without them... right now i feel that nervous anxious and at that time it already got a hold of me, too late to turn back... scary thing is i was fine all day comimg down from the other night, just chillin then out of nowhere that urge just comes and once it does... =/