So last time my roll was rather, disappointing.
So I am a fairly tall guy, so I need more MDMA then most people do. The first time I really rolled my ass of was when I took a whole White Speaker (+/- 200mg clean MDMA). Intense rushing feeling, eye wiggles and love everywhere. Exactly what I wanted to be.
However, last time I took 3/4 or 4/5 Blue Defqon (Around 200mg too). I new it wouldnt be as the last time, but I did a lower MDMA too and I liked that too, so I figured out this would be a great time too.
But, the roll just felled "lacking". There was no smile forced on my face, and almost no stimulation too. The pills are fine, thats not it.
Dont get me wrong, it felt realllyyy good. Both mentally and physically. But it was bit more of a spacey feeling, almost sedating. It was also very clearheaded (something I dislike, I like it when MDMA makes me super weird)
Does anyone know what could have caused it ? I didnt do any other things before my roll then any other time, except preloading everyday with multivitamines. Could it be it was just the mindset ?
I always keep around 6 weeks betweens rolls, and I didnt start using MDMA till around half a year ago, so I doubt it would be loss of magic.