I'm going to assume this is your shortened version. The other one was tl;dr for reasons I already said.
@Foreigner
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@mal3volent and I are actually soulmates. We are meant to be together, spending our days playing animal crossing on the front porch while the sun sets over our cottage in the conservative American midwest. A dramatic intercontinental romance, trans and cis prevented only by the fact that I will never have $90,000 in my bank account to pay for my phalloplasty. So alas, he remains out of my reach and I spend my days in homoerotic longing for the man who showed me the world of animal crossing and we share our love.
This here... like, literally, I DO NOT need to know this level of info about you. It has nothing to do with our convo.
Like for real, I'm actually fine with cis people who have a genital preference. It bothers me not. It's been a decade now I can't be fucked over stuff I can't change. If someone wants to see if they like my junk then sure, I'll facilitate that happening but I don't go around telling Mal that he needs to want to sleep with me or he's transphobic. Literally the first conversation I ever had with him on the discord was him asking me whether it was transphobic to not want to have sex with a trans man if he didn't have a penis and I immediately said no, because it's not. It becomes transphobic at the point where they then have a penis, and you shift the goalposts and say 'wait no you need to be a natal male' because it's not cock you want, it's that you don't want to fuck a trans person.
I understand that this is how
you operate, but I am saying that catfishing happens. I really don't care if you don't believe me. The cis world knows all about it.
The part in bold... there is really no difference between those two things. A person who wants a real penis is basically wanting a natal male. A trans male will never have a real dick. So whether they couch it in "wanting a real penis" vs "not wanting to fuck a trans male", it's exactly the same thing by default.
I want real dick, which means I won't ever have sex with a trans male. You say that makes me transphobic. I don't agree.
And whatever man, you do you. But it is transphobic. Because it's our status as a trans person that is off-putting to you. And I think I could state with relative certainty that if in the future surgeons are able to construct such a realistic looking penis for trans men that we pass as cisgender men in every way shape and form, that you would STILL refuse to sleep with one.
The part in bold, not true whatsoever. That's your own internalized transphobia talking. I have trans male friends and I will fight for their right to have a dignified existence, but they know there is
zero chance I will ever sleep with them. Like literally none. I require my men to have cocks at the end of the day. Despite being men, in addition to having vaginas they also kind of still look like women, and they smell like women (smell is a big deal to me). I've been with very effeminate cis men and they still register as "man" to me. Trans men... I still see woman in them, and my gay male brain does not fully register them as men. It's not something I am ideologically doing, it is a carnal/primal thing that my desire body notices. This is no secret, I have had conversations with them about this, because unlike you they are not reactionary bags of trauma about it. They know at the end of the day that I still love them. It's no different than the straight male friends I've had over the years who I know will never sleep with me, but we can talk about how dick grosses them out and the idea of a guy's hairy ass repulses them, and then we laugh about it. That's life, man.
And no, I would not accept a prosthetic penis either.
I will not let my sexual orientation be twisted into "transphobia." I've taken enough shit in my life from all kinds of people for being gay. I won't let radical leftists tell me that I am a transphobe for wanting real cock. Fuck off.
And the actual reason for that, which you haven't outright said but it is clear as fucking day to anyone who can put it together, is that you don't consider us real men. You still consider us women. And that is transphobic.
That's not true. I very specifically said that you are male in spirit. My trans male friends, I feel that we are all guys. I see them as men. But they have vaginas and therefore I will never have sex with them.
You can twist it all you like, but what I see is a lot of entitlement to be perceived the way you want to be perceived and you don't have control over that. Sorry.
I don't consider you real men in the sense that you are not equivalent to natal men, but that doesn't mean you're not men. You're just some version of a man that is different than a natal man. You are more like a third gender, which many other cultures have adopted. We cannot erase the reality that natal men and trans men are different, to do so is delusional. That's why I am personally offended by this notion that if I won't sleep with a man who has a vagina that I'm transphobic, instead of respecting the fact that I just don't like pussy.
The only people who use the phrase 'real man' when talking to me are literally always transphobes, every single time. Not once has it been an ally, it's always a transphobic comment.
If there's no room for nuance in your mind, then there's nothing I can do about that. I think the conversation is more complicated than whether or not something is pro or anti trans. That's leftist bullshit that likes to divide people into camps. I don't understand why if my male trans friends are OK with the fact that I don't like vag, that you can't be too. There are men out there who will fuck them regardless of their orientation. So why come for me?
So honestly man I don't really know why you bother saying nice stuff about trans people at all, I actually really prefer outright people who know they're transphobic and proclaim it loudly, that way I know to give them the widest berth I possibly can. You on the other hand, it's far more insidious, because you act as though you don't hold animosity towards us, say things like you would fight for us in a trans holocaust, say nice things to us. Honestly just drop the facade and join the rest of them, you're not an ally and you never will be, not with the views you hold.
I think you are projecting your trauma on me which is why you can't see nuance in this conversation. And this is the reason why the trans revolution is doomed to failure and it's only going to hurt trans people. You guys are pushing the politic way too hard and erasing opinions as if the conversation is totally over. In your mind, you're either pro-trans (ally) or anti-trans. It's pedantic.
It isn't that you don't want to be friends with trans people my dude, trans people don't want to be friends with you. I wouldn't want to be, not after that spectacular cringe fest of hot takes and some bizarre accusation of me being homophobic. Literally point at anything I said which is homophobic. Was it me saying genitals don't have much to do with sexuality? Well they don't, if you're bisexual like me. Nor do they if you're a gay guy who will fuck a trans man or a straight guy who would fuck a trans woman.
I have trans friends. And guess what? Trans people are individuals with full lives. They aren't just "trans" or "cis." I have trans friends. Sorry to break it to you. To say that trans people don't want to be friends is to assume that all trans people are carbon copies of one another. Again, fuck right off.
Understand that you are not part of the majority where this is concerned. Your group is small, and there's far more people in the world who don't much care about genitals since most people are some form of bisexual. It's not all about you, like you want trans people to do all these ridiculous things for you, you, you. So YOU aren't uncomfortable. So YOU aren't turned off. So YOU don't find a tranny attractive. So YOU never have to out yourself as a bigot. So YOU never get put in a difficult situation.
Yeah yeah... blah blah blah I'm small and insignificant. You can't just dismiss me. My points have power and are being discussed by people everywhere.
I don't expect trans people to serve me like you're saying. All I expect is transparency about being trans. No catfishing. No trying to lure me in to magic pussy like straight women do when they want to convert me. You are not equivalent to natal men and never will be. The fact that this is shocking to you shows how deep the delusion goes. Do you actually think that most straight women or most gay men want to be with a man who has a vagina? The ones that do are a minority. I am definitely not in the minority position on that one. The only difference is I am honest enough with you to talk openly with nuance. Most people are so afraid to say what they really think because radical leftism will doxx them, deplatform them, call them bigots (or whatever), and ruin their private lives. They are toxic AF. But I am not afraid to talk openly about this. Gay people came into societal acceptance much like POC, by decades of societal discourse. The trans movement on the other hand has hamfisted this and it's why you are getting so much backlash.
If you are going to dismiss this whole conversation then don't be surprised when the politics turn dark.
I am actually your ally which is why I am telling you what I really think, so we can hash it out. BL isn't a safe space per se. If it were, I would not be saying these things and would instead just hold space for trans stories. But we are having a dialogue here that crosses life experiences.
And what do we get? A high chance of verbal discrimination, possible risk of physical violence, chance of murder.
I'm aware of that... but you can't just trot this out every time an uncomfortable conversation comes up. This issue can have many things happening at once. It's not a zero sum game. We can support the right and dignity of trans people to live in the world without fear of being destroyed. At the same time, we can have nuanced conversations about how the politics are failing or not translating properly to different groups.
Like... I would love to talk about how gay cis male safe spaces are being encroached upon by trans men who then invite women in and ruin the safe space. And you're a TERF if you call this out, or you just get told that gay men are safe in the world now so their safe spaces don't have to be so sanctified. But we can't have that convo half the time because of censorship and accusations of transphobia/bigotry. So here we are, having it on BL in obscurity.
Yeah, that totally sounds like something an ally would want for a community they 'support' like come off it stop even pretending, it's embarrassing and I don't even want any of your nice comments you threw in after you misgendered me, I don't want your false kindness you use to shield your bigotry. Just call me a freak tranny and get it over with, then at least that way I can respect you.
How did I misgender you?
Just because I don't think you are equivalent to a cis male doesn't mean you aren't a man? I am equal to a woman but we have different anatomy and lived experiences. Same with white people and POC, etc.
What I don't get is why you think there is no difference between you and a cis man. Ideologically you're a man but physically you are not. Why is it transphobic to say so? You can be different but still included.
People really need to work on resolving their trauma. When you view the world through the lens of trauma, then everything is a war which means every conversation is a fight. I remember having some very hard conversations with downright bigoted people about gay marriage when they were calling me a sinner to my face. Do you think I care? Those people would lynch me in a second if the law didn't protect me. I could sit there super calm and just rationally discuss it with them. Part of the problem was that they just had no exposure to gay men so had all kinds of weird ideas about it. So when they were confronted by a reasonable man who happens to be gay they got to vent their grievances and there was progress.
But with with the latest brand of radical leftism, they just shut you up. And I think that's going to backfire badly, and soon, if they don't stop.