I am well aware of the sexual side effects of being on antidepressants. It took a full year to even feel right again once I got off of zoloft. I absolutely hate SSRI’s and antidepressants and will never take them again, tramadol is a rotten drug for many different reasons. I am having a hard time believing you experienced what you are claiming after only taking tramadol once. There is no evidence for that, and tramadol has been been prescribed for a long time, and for just a few days for pain. There has been absolutely nothing that has been proven (other than claims on the internet) that tramadol can cause permanent brain damage after only a single use. This would have definitely been reported since tramadol has been prescribed, especially since it is usually only prescribed for a few days for acute pain.
Unless you are a medical anomaly, which I don’t believe you are. You are already either on antidepressants now, or you are just coming off of them. Otherwise you have brainwashed yourself up into believing that you have permanent brain damage from taking tramadol one time.