Hi all,
Before I begin, it should be noted that, even though I am mentioning huge quantities of MDMA, I buy it in powder and crystal form, not pills. I don't get it off reputable dealers and it is usually more white than brown (probably containing speed, ket or something else). I wrap it in rizla and swallow or snort it.
I went to a festival at the weekend and brought with me 3g of MDMA (although it was roughly 50% white and 50% brown so I'm not sure how much was genuine MD).
Having already done 1/6g on Thursday, I proceeded to do almost 1 1/2g on Saturday, which I now realise is far too much. My reasoning behind this was -
a) I usually do over 1g at long events that last until 5 or 6am, and the Saturday at this festival was even longer.
b) I could not get into my usual groove. I wasn't feeling friendly or pumped and resorted to taking more and more. I'm not sure if this was because the gear was poor (bought it off a new dealer) or my theshold has become ridiculously high or something else.
Anyway, I continued to take my MDMA in bombs until I was in an extremely paranoid state. I was even hallucinating. By the end, I thought that the whole crowd was looking at me because I had ruined the music (or something else equally as bizzare) and had to return to my tent.
On the Sunday, I foolishly did another 2/3g. Again, it barely affected me.
Anyway, it is now late on Wednesday and I have been suffering from some unpleasant after effects, the likes of which I have never experienced before -
a) My legs feel like jelly and won't stop fidgeting
b) My ears sometimes start ringing and I feel like I'm going to pass out
c) I will suddenly feel like crying even though I'm not even remotely unhappy
d) Bit of a fever and a bit nauseous
The only thing that makes me feel better is going to the gym and working out.
What's making it worse is that I'm beginning to convince myself that I have serotonin syndrome, which is making me anxious and depressed. The way I felt on the gear at the weekend suggests that it was cut with drugs that I have never tried before. Couldn't the combination of drugs in the gear induce seretonin syndrome?
Before I begin, it should be noted that, even though I am mentioning huge quantities of MDMA, I buy it in powder and crystal form, not pills. I don't get it off reputable dealers and it is usually more white than brown (probably containing speed, ket or something else). I wrap it in rizla and swallow or snort it.
I went to a festival at the weekend and brought with me 3g of MDMA (although it was roughly 50% white and 50% brown so I'm not sure how much was genuine MD).
Having already done 1/6g on Thursday, I proceeded to do almost 1 1/2g on Saturday, which I now realise is far too much. My reasoning behind this was -
a) I usually do over 1g at long events that last until 5 or 6am, and the Saturday at this festival was even longer.
b) I could not get into my usual groove. I wasn't feeling friendly or pumped and resorted to taking more and more. I'm not sure if this was because the gear was poor (bought it off a new dealer) or my theshold has become ridiculously high or something else.
Anyway, I continued to take my MDMA in bombs until I was in an extremely paranoid state. I was even hallucinating. By the end, I thought that the whole crowd was looking at me because I had ruined the music (or something else equally as bizzare) and had to return to my tent.
On the Sunday, I foolishly did another 2/3g. Again, it barely affected me.
Anyway, it is now late on Wednesday and I have been suffering from some unpleasant after effects, the likes of which I have never experienced before -
a) My legs feel like jelly and won't stop fidgeting
b) My ears sometimes start ringing and I feel like I'm going to pass out
c) I will suddenly feel like crying even though I'm not even remotely unhappy
d) Bit of a fever and a bit nauseous
The only thing that makes me feel better is going to the gym and working out.
What's making it worse is that I'm beginning to convince myself that I have serotonin syndrome, which is making me anxious and depressed. The way I felt on the gear at the weekend suggests that it was cut with drugs that I have never tried before. Couldn't the combination of drugs in the gear induce seretonin syndrome?