I'm thankful for my mother(ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER) and father, because they're getting pretty old, and the thought of them passing away scares me and even though my brother and I don't get along too well, I wish him well, since he's got a family and all. I want to treat my parents well before they leave and also thankful for Bluelight ,because I have never overdosed on any opiate addiction, have gained vast knowledge on pharmacology, and has gave me a much more understanding of what goes on in life. The community is smart and well educated. The things I've learned shocked even college professors and I only know the basics. I love you guys for all the knowledge that I've learned.
Despite me relapsing on meth and heroin, I'm thankful for a good life, because I know I have a good life without it and I believe in myself that I will get rid of this dependency for the sake of a healthier lifestyle.
My opiate dealer, I'm actually thankful for, because he's a good guy and has a young lively daughter, but been addicted to opiates for more than 6 years. He's never stole or ever neglected his daughter's needs. I'm only saying this because after not seeing him for 3 years, I was afraid that he passed away.
He tells me he is going to go to Colorado with his ex-wife and daughter to live a clean life and to get away from the hustling and the sickness that his opiates use have gave him. He's always looked sickly and I hope things work out for him and hopefully, I'll get to see him sober for the first time in my life.
Also, my best friend Jason. The only guy I can talk to for hours just rambling. His life is a bit of a wreck, IVing meth, neglecting his room and his dog's hygiene. His whole apartment is filled with fleas and I would have to wear DEET on my legs to prevent getting bitten several times. I just hope he makes it out of that state he's been in for 5 years, as I've known him since 2004.
It all seemed so simple when we were younger, but as our friends age, it's sad to see the state of affairs that some of them are in, but one can only hope for the best.