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- Nov 9, 2021
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Hello all, i have been clean from substances for over a year and im craving cigarettes. I really want to smoke cigiarettes but at the same time i dont want to get health problems. When i say health problems i am using a polite term for cancer.
Im afraid that if i do go back to smoking cigarettes, ill go back to doing other drugs like heroin. Everyone around me seems to smoke cigarettes. My dad smokes cigars, my biological mom smokes cigarettes, my sister smokes cigarettes, my grandma used to smoke cigarettes, my unlces smoke cigarettes, my dads cousin vapes, my sistet vapes and smokes, my friends at work smoke.
Ive been doing so good this past year aftet a lot of shit went down. I recently turned eighteen and all. These cravings will never go away. What should i do? Should i smoke cigarettes or should i suck it up?
Also i didnt know where to post this at so the prefix is stimulants since ive heard cigarettes can be a stimulant. Im chewing gum to fight the cravings and smelling incense but i really want to go backt to cigarettes. The only thing thats stopping me is the fact that i couod get cancer.
Im afraid that if i do go back to smoking cigarettes, ill go back to doing other drugs like heroin. Everyone around me seems to smoke cigarettes. My dad smokes cigars, my biological mom smokes cigarettes, my sister smokes cigarettes, my grandma used to smoke cigarettes, my unlces smoke cigarettes, my dads cousin vapes, my sistet vapes and smokes, my friends at work smoke.
Ive been doing so good this past year aftet a lot of shit went down. I recently turned eighteen and all. These cravings will never go away. What should i do? Should i smoke cigarettes or should i suck it up?
Also i didnt know where to post this at so the prefix is stimulants since ive heard cigarettes can be a stimulant. Im chewing gum to fight the cravings and smelling incense but i really want to go backt to cigarettes. The only thing thats stopping me is the fact that i couod get cancer.