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Thinking you're gay?

Watch gay porn. If you are uncomfortable when watching it and have to shut it off, then you probably are not gay.

also if you make a big deal out of anything on psychedelics, it will be blown out of proportion. Keep that in mind.
 
^Hardly a litmus test there....

I dunno if I've ever thought I was gay, but I do know I'm bisexual, and I doubt there are many who aren't slightly that way inclined.
 
It is not common to think your gay when on psychedelics.

Psychedelics release repressed memories and fealings.

If you keep thinking your gay, maybey a man molested you when you were a small child?

This is very common.

Dig deaper into your experience, do you know down inside that you were molested, and you havent talked about it?

Are you hearing yourself tell you that you were molested, but you havent spoken about it?

Talk about it, and maybey you wont think your gay anymore.
 
To me it seems, that psychedelics help your consciousness to create new ways of thinking. On some psychedelics you can achieve ego-death. The moment when you experience ego-death, your consciousness is free from the boundaries of the physical reality: it doesn't matter if your physical self is young or old, male or female, etc. You will only feel the love for all creation, without boundaries, when the ego is not present to restrict these feelings.

It would be well for you to keep an open mind and try not to bother your mind with classifications such as "gay", "straight" or "bi-sexual". Insecure people often like to categorize everyone else to ease their own minds. In reality there is a broad spectrum of human sexuality and only no one else but you can tell where you stand in this spectrum.
 
a lot of people hide things that drugs tend to bring out. I have a friend who seems perfectly normal sober but MDMA knocks down all the walls he puts up. He does not consider himself gay but rather a lipstick lesbian trapped in a mans body. Really nice person though.

I have never felt gay during a trip but it may just be a love for everyone around you. Raves helped me accept those who are a considerable amount more. Really all the homosexual people i know are ravers, i consider them to be friends.
 
On mushrooms theres a certain part of my trip i have to actually restrain myself from molesting whoever im with.

Im a very touchy feely person in general.. not many people I associate with can handle it lol.. its usually a bitt much for them...

...Thoughts wise? Im a pervert before I even start tripping haha..

...Its just sexual desires dont take it too seriously.. i mean cmon. its sex.. how can you seriously take that.. seriously ^_^
 
yea, dont trip dude, part of loosing your ego is the loss of your gender ID. The first time i ate acid i started feeling an attraction toward my best friend who is also a guy, it weirded me out at first, but i just realized that in that state i just felt love for him and didnt really know how to say i love you man in a strong enough way without kissing or sex.

Ive never had that happen since, except every single time i take mescaline i wish i could be with a guy, none of my friends are attractive to me and the same problem would probably occur with anyone that i could possibly meet, but i always wish there was some ideal guy that exists in reality that i could be with. This probably all sounds really strange, it isnt to me, im as strait as 90% of the guys out there. I think what this comes down to is you have to just accept that sexuality is not so black and white, humans are just too complex for that.
 
Like the placebo effect, thinking that you're gay is all in your head unless or until you act on the gay impulse. Even then, you don't have to re-structure your entire life around it. Most "gay" men (about 1/2) have a wife or steady gf in fact.

Do certain drugs bring this kind of behavior out more? Yes, to an extent, but sometimes the drugs are used more of as an excuse rather than as a reason when it comes to same sex behavior.

Alcohol and ghb lower sexual inhibitions across the board, especially ghb.
Cocaine and methamphetamine can contribute to increased sexual compulsivity and reduced impulse control. LSD and mushrooms can induce randiness, and mdma is a quintessential gay drug imo.

Surprisingly to many, mdma actually has more to do with feelings of love than of sex, which is a perceived as an even more threatening and subversive effect by some.
 
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BongFish said:
Dunno, MDMA makes me gay never really bothered me though!
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This guy's doing it right.

Also I agree with Rectify in both his opinions that MDMA is more about love in general than sex, and that this message may frighten people who are afraid to love without discriminating more than a drug that just makes you want to fuck.
 
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Well psychadelics are known to trigger underlining psychological conditions, espedially anxiety-related ones. Now it's just an ideea that popped to mind, but, one of the conditions that can be worsened (or they can do the oppposite helping u resolve pesonal issues) is OCD and i know that one of the "obssesive" motives of peope with ocd is the aspect of homosexuality. (i'm not saying your friend has a psychological problem)
Or it's just a weird trip, i have had a few weird fucked up trips on psyched but they never made my ocd worse (actually helped me a lot esp dissociatives).
The answer i think your friend can only find wile beeing sober. Self analize.
 
Sometimes our minds generate thoughts that we deem "unthinkable" or forbidden, such as mothers with post-partum psychosis who imagine throwing their babies up against the wall or people with OCD having "intrusive thoughts" they can't control. It doesn't mean you'd ever actually ACT on the thought, but it may mean you're consciously or subconsciously afraid of being ridiculed for being gay, are disgusted by the gay lifestyle, or think that realizing you were gay would be one of the worst blows to your masculinity and self-image imaginable.

Of course it could also be your "shadow nature" coming to the surface (P.S.--the term shadow nature doesn't mean "bad" or "evil", it's just the things you've repressed. They can be positive things, as well.) Perhaps you're actually bisexual but have been conditioned to repress and ignore your feelings toward the same sex (unconsciously even) and the hallucinogen is showing you what lies beneath. Just one of many possibilities.

The best way to know for sure is to honestly assess your feelings when you're sober and in a good state of mind. Have you ever felt attraction to the same sex or fantasized about gay sex in your most private moments? If so, how did you handle it? If not, allow yourself to think about it for a minute: does the thought make you uncomfortable, gross you out, or are your feelings neutral? Does it turn you on? Remember that a person can be bisexual without ever acting on a same sex attraction...it's the THOUGHT that makes it so, but for some people it stops there. Others act on it. There is nothing whatsoever wrong with either option.

Try not to overanalyze your thoughts until you come down from your trip. Just let your mind go where it wants, and reflect on the meaning of those thoughts/feelings later. Learn to detach from your thoughts and be a casual observer, watching as they come and go. If you can't master this, you should rethink using psychedelic drugs.
 
We are all a little bit gay at the animal level.
I am ummmm, very hetero to say the least, but that doesnt mean I dont like a good looking dick.
That shit is hot.
There is a reason why I know which men are attractive. I could pick out an attractive man almost as well as a woman could.
Women too can know which women are attractive, no doubt.

Thats just how sex works.
Im so attracted to females that I have no reason to mess with men. That would seem almost pointless.
Its all just primal shit, and if you really would like to give a guy a blowjob, kiss, lick, fuck, or get fucked by a guy, then yes you are what they call "bi-sexual" at the very least.

Nothing wrong with that.
The last moron that posted(cyd-santos) probably wants to put his dick in a womans butt, preferably his favorite young looking pornstar.

I am not bisexual, but I totally understand that shit.

Most people are repressed ninnys. Cant handle that shit, or even think about it.
Thats why so many people have this stupid gay reaction to psychedelics.

I have made peace with the nature of human sexuality.
If I really liked dudes I would act on it in a heartbeat.
Im not even what I would call bisexual.
Im just not a repressed ninny so I see truths that other people dont allow themselves to fully understand.

There are assholes out there who would kill themselves if they tried to figure out how gay they really are.
Ive tried. What I came up with is that I like females, and dudes are nice looking too, but im just not into dudes. Both mentally and physically.
I still think they are sexually attractive.

Call me crazy.....lol
 
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cyd-santos said:
It sounds like you want to put your penis in a mans butt.

That is absolutley disgusting.
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Why? Whats wrong with it?

What is disgusting is peoples attitudes towards this stuff....as someone wrote, its just sex....If you truly find male-to-male anal sex disgusting, THAT is strange. I can understand not wanting to, but finding it actually disgusting- is odd. Its just something some people do.

And don't knock it till you've tried it ;) <3
 
most people that are EXTREMELY homophobic have a sense down inside that they are homo with out the drugs. The urge and feelings become more predominate when you elevate and heighten senses.

Hell thats like some people are "only" bi or gay/have tendencies when they are drunk...the shit is there before they are in some serious denial. I find it kinda sad but hey i love my sexuality and my wifes as well. We're open minded and it keeps our sex life and love life off the hook.
 
heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality are social construction in which we are raised. Psychedelics de-construct our social learning, it can lead you to realise that you are actually free from these category... not homo or hetero but what you want when you want...that's what I learn from my trips and sociological studies.
 
someone i know started having bizarre delusions like this while we were tripping together. he started thinking me and one of my friends where into him and wanted him and he fell in love with us basically but we both have girlfriends that hes friends with and we're obviously not gay. For some reason he didn't think that was strange or inappropriate and thought we'd love to hook up with him and our girlfriends wouldn't mind either haha. this progressed over several trips together until my friends and i had enough with the awkwardness, sadly this has somehow progressed into some very sick and bizarre delusions. He's started to think these things about everybody , even strangers, and he got a ring to wear on his finger so the people on the bus and on the street would stop checking him out so much because they'd know he was taken! I don't think this is inherent of psychedelics because everyone else in our group is still great friends and perfectly sane. psychedelics are just alot of potential energy and when it goes the wrong way it gets weird.
 
^ sounds like your friend has "issues" with himself, which he's projecting on other people...
 
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