Colinf1212
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 13, 2014
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- 17
I know this feeling with etiz too well, not specifically with my job but other situations. Personally it just took quite a while to adapt but then once i did I didn't have an annoying crutch anymore.
I just went lower down on the dose and by the end of my job when I was completely comfortable with the job; I was sober.
I just took them recently because I'm looking for jobs again, took them for 3 interviews last week and got 2 jobs out of the 3 using them. It's not a daily usage for me I just take them before big days nowadays. 1st day at work, 1st job interview etc.
I messed up completely though on my first day this week. Took way too many. The guy beside me could tell I was on something and was helping me out the whole way through answering for me etc. There were three of us and there were supposed to be 4 and the other two were discussing where the 4th guy was and I splurted out "but there are 4 of us". The guy who knew I was on something pissed himself laughing at that, while the other guy gave me weird looks lmao. I must've been seeing double.
Anyways lesson learned. Don't carry around blisters and don't take them when you haven't slept the night before. Next time I'll take 2 before hand and carry 2 extra on hand. Biggest mistake was feeling the anxiety right before I was going into the place and taking a lot in response.