Low dosing is amazing and builds up over time too. I feel different today but I'm still myself. Less agitated. Far less depressed, and feeling motivated. I've been out and about all day whereas PAWS symptoms being at their worst... I have pretty much missed out on the summer so far. Something has to change.
So far I prefer the TA extract man, seems more balanced. I have pure Ibogaine too. I got these years ago when I was getting into opiates, figuring I might need them some day. Also, interested in the mind expanding effects.
I am very glad that I kept this stuff for post-acute withdrawal because it really is so much worse for me. There is so much stress in my life and I am doing my best to cope. I haven't been trying hard enough, stopped being healthy for a while. What I'm really dealing with right now is PAWS and I can't let my benzo use get any worse because of that.
I found that there was a little nausea, but I think it's either the iboga doing something good to my digestive tract, or it was from not watching my diet really close that day.
I wouldn't be down for a flood dose presently. I'm too unstable in all sorts of respects. But yeah, man, I look forward to continue microdosing as why not? If it continues to help my motivation, depression, social anxiety, agoraphobia, all these things I am experiencing. It won't be like 2c-c at all. I was tripping face then. At doses like these, it feels like a medicine that could be used to treat a lot of problems. I also heard that the long acting metabolite noribogaine is a long acting serotonin reuptake inhibitor, probably among many other things.
I heard the TA extract can also help with benzo withdrawal, more than Ibogaine itself. I am going to dose the pure Ibogaine just now. I've really had a wonderful day, apart from an annoying dude at the dispensary breaking up my nugs. I don't know why they do that when I'm buying several grams and I normally get a couple dank buds. If that's all I have to complain about and some nausea, it is a pretty damn good day. I have been so depressed it has been unbelievable. PAWS comes later on, it tricked me, I thought I was getting better really quick and now I realize that I'm now. For example, the past couple weeks my hormones have been completely out of whack. Before that, it was insomnia for a couple weeks. Depression has been ongoing all summer, and my anxiety has been extreme up until lately when it has died down a bit. I seem to be stabilizing, in any case I will definitely be using Ibogaine in low doses to help me through this.
Need to remind myself that I used to be capable of being happy, and that I did a lot more with my time, than I do now. I pretty much fried my endorphin system which is a big deal, of course, it is going to take years to recover in full after years of relentless opiate abuse. I did not give a fuck to quit for the longest time. I don't even think about them as I thing that I could potentially do anymore. I would never take one though there is no trusting myself with that.